My World.. My Life..

ep 325

2010-11-06T04:37:00.003+08:00

Gilmore Girls

im now hook to them

the girls sure know how to make me laugh

been watchin them since season 1

and now am at season 5

hoping to get season 6 and 7 if i have the money

ep 324

2010-11-06T03:32:00.003+08:00

lost

its been so busy for me

i only get to meet you twice

and that was like a month ago

ever since recess week

we never get to meet

you been busy with your stuff

and i been busy with mine

but i think of you day by day

i do have a feelin that you do too

but there is this gut feeling that you stop doing it

you willing to go with your godbro instead of me

i guess he is the higher priority

that i can understand

oh well i been through this experience before

if you forgotten about me

well i have no hard feelings

i do feel bad for myself

for being too busy and had no time for you

i felt guilty every single day

ever since i remember you say you always wanted someone to make you happy

i lost to your godbro

he can make you more happier than me

im just a mere passer-by that makes you smile and think of for a small period of time i guess

as for now i felt that you only see me as a friend and nothing more

thus i have to let those unconditional feelings go

time to move

ep 323

2010-11-06T03:12:00.002+08:00

things happen

i miss my friends

yes i really do

the only fiends i have right now are my school friends

michelle and benjamin

they are the closest to me

got to know them through a class in which we end in the same group for the class

to my clubbing friends

i felt sorry for doing this

but i was so damn pissed off of a certain someone

i dont want to name him

he really cause me to do some drastic measures

for three times he make me lose my patience

and thus showing off my ugly side

as my ugly side shows

i decided to cut off my current line, delete my fb account, delete my msn account

so that my friends will not be able to contact me anymore

i dont know why i was doing this

it was like a spur moment that i wanna MIA from them

i just gotta do it

one thing was to take off my mind of that certain friend

another thing was that i got all the time to myself

and thought maybe its time for some me quality time

and also more focus time on my studies

i will come back one day and meet u guys again

but i dont know when that time will be

i just cant decide right now

i have dreams of them

goes to show i miss my friends

but i just gotta do this

or it will lead me astray from my studies

time will tell

ep 322

2010-11-06T03:08:00.002+08:00

tooo long

god its been so long i havent update my blog

sorry have i been busy with uni life

damn its so hectic just being a freshie

well other than that alot of stuff has been happening around me

well will do it one per entry ya

ep 321

2010-08-30T13:39:00.003+08:00

Should I or Shouldn't I

ok since i have just coureld my hair back to black
for the sake of my mom
since she feels so scared that our relatives might talk when we jalan raya

i was thinking of maybe dyeing my hair back after raya
but im still thinking about it lolz

mayber not another golden monkey
maybe red or brown
something not so obvious that people think i am a mat rep
oh please dont lemme be one

ep 320

2010-08-30T13:26:00.003+08:00

PAIN PAIN PAIN

i hate the pain on my left shoulder when im doing my work
urgh i need my yoko yoko badly

ep 319

2010-08-30T12:42:00.004+08:00

lunchtime people

Its lunch time now
all my colleagues is out for lunch
but since im fasting i decided to stay
and since i got the time y not blog ya

its been a while i havent blog
alot of things has happen during fasting month
well not that lot
one thing is i finally got a part time job doin web designing
but its only temporary coz im gonna school next week

yup here comes uniboy hehex
well school suppose to start this week
but checked with the letter that year1 classes start on 6 sept so thats next week ya
so this week mostly orientation for me

i was kinda confuse whether or not to go work this week or prepare for school this week
first thing came in my mind was to take a break and get ready for school
but last week i was taken by what my boss said to me that i decided to come work for this week
well what my boss said was that the producers in the company was really happy with my job
that really made me proud at one time
wanna shout for happiness sia in
but i was in the offcie so control control lolz

so this week ive plan what im gonna do
tueday im gonna get my matric card and settle my english test
wednesday go for my orientation which is a must for me although not compulsory
and back to work on thurs n friday
such a busy week for me lolz
dont know if be clubbing this weekend

2 weeks left to raya
and i still not ready for it
havent clean up the house
get ready the baju kurung i wanan wear
ya i still havetn decide what baju kurung to wear
though im not gonna buy a new one
my family is now budgeting at the moment trying to save money
same goes for me
oh well gotta see how it goes

ciao for now im damn tired i wann rest and the aircon so good

ep 318

2010-08-11T03:50:00.002+08:00

Fasting Month

Looks like the fasting Month has come.

And and and im no longer fasting to go camp anymore.

Woohooo finally can fast as i usually do at home

But i guess its gonna be boring for me this year since im not working at the moment.

Unlike the past 2 years was at camp working and working.

So i guess time for me to do something rather than do nothing during this fasting month

Working out will be as usual for me.

Can't wait for meera to come back in a few days times.

So i guess i think i will just do something or play a game to let the time past during the fasting month as i usually do when im not working.

Dont know whether wanna get a new baju kurung or not.

Well gotta start window shopping not at orchard but at geylang lolz.

Time for some good food and good items.

The bazaar is here sempatla aku cuci mata saner sini lolz

And also not to forget the kuih2.

Still remember last year i bring kuih for the guys at camp.

And mamat so nicely label one of the kuih i bring kuih kangkang.

Seriously he just love to joke around.

Ok then

Selamat Berpuasa to my friends and those reading this......i hope

May we be strong and patient.

Have Hope and Faith in you all the way through this month.

Pray to the almighty.

It is the peaceful month again.

Where we will never be disturbed by those demons.

But temptations will always strive but we gotta be strong ya

May we hold on till the end and celebrate the month of Syawal with happinesss and glory.

ep 317

2010-08-11T03:33:00.002+08:00

NDP and BoA

first of all i wanna say happy 45th birthday to singapore

still going strong

proud to be a singaporean

catch the ndp and well its kinda boooring lolz

secondly

wooohooo im so happy my fave idol BoA is back with a new album

ever since her last album Girls On Top

i been waiting for it

its really worth the wait

love the new music video Hurricane Venus

great dance moves as always for the queen of KPOP

and another great performance of one of her song Dangerous

as always i will still support BoA

no matter what other Korean groups has come through me

ep 316

2010-08-11T03:08:00.002+08:00

Its been a great weekend

I must say the days before Ramadhan start has been tired for me since i been enjoying myself clubbing here and there.

Well not mostly clubbing. I get to live my dream of performing in front of people woohooo.

It all started last Thursday, well didnt even know of goin on thursday coz its lesbian night

but got asked out by Wan and Terrence. Didn't wanna go at first but oh well since im gonna club like crazy for the last time so why not.

At first i thought of going home when i reached after i heard that there is no free entry but thanks to Terrence he pay for us all. And waddya know Terrence was like the star for that night, all the lesbians were attracted to his semi-drag looks lolz.

And we also manage to catch a small drag show before the party started by the candy perfume dolls. A great performance and one great night.

On Friday went to club as usual with Raihan and Wan.

The friday is as per normal but i tell Raihan that 'everyone' is here.

It feels like a Saturday and Raihan kinda agrees to me.

and what i didnt expect that night is a proposal i got from Abg Ros.

He wanted me to perform with him for Abg Jimmy's birthday.

At first i was like i dont think i want it la but in the end i go for it.

I tell myself just have fun.

And Abg Ros said that he got all the things needed to theres not a need to worry.

And thus on Saturday night.

Me and Raihan were busy for Abg Jimmy's brithday.

Which was held at East Coast chalet.

I can say the chalet is gay central but there are other straights ler.

I felt so kinda outcast with the people there sicne they are like some i dont know.

I only know a few.

Same goes with Raihan.

In the end the performance was great. I put up a great show same goes with Abg Ros.

While Raihan has been a great help helping me changing the clothes for the different shows.

It felt as if in a Victoria Secret Fashion Show lolz.

So the Saturday night has been a great and tiring night for me and Raihan.

Didnt think of going Play that night which other did invited us.

As we decided to party on again at Zirca on Sunday night.

In which we did.

Me and Raihan luckily came early to get in the q n god the q is long.

Allan and his fren and Razi and Wan join in as well.

Zirca was so packed.

That we didnt go down at all.

We got ourself stuck at the 2nd floor at one of the rest spot with a sofa.

And we enjoy ourselves there. myself was kinda in a start of confusion.

Wanna know why.

I couldn't be myself that night.

Two of the guys that are like are here.

Kenny and Noel.

Argh such a wrong time for them to come.

Seriously i though i wana go down and dance with Kenny.

BUT i wanna go and talk with Noel but since as Terrence say im shy and reserved id dint have the guts at all haizzz.

Even when he is sitting beside me i dont even have the guts to even talk to him haizzz.

There goes my lost.

But oh well in the end i had fun.

ep 315

2010-08-03T19:02:00.002+08:00

Can't U See

Those cold words, those heartbreaking words
You always smiled and came running to embrace me
I wake up from my sleep melting away my bitter heart
Tears keep coming out

Oh can't you see, I keep thinking and thinking about you
Oh can't you feel, As usual I think about that day again
Our love won't fade away, Don’t say that you’re leaving me
Don’t say those cliché break up words, I will just walk behind you

I am walking down the road drunk and suddenly I am in front of your house
Let’s not do this, let’s not do this, I turn around and walk
My crazy heart is calling for you

Oh can't you see, This obvious love is getting erased
Oh can't you feel, The dim memories are getting clear
Our love won't fade away, Don’t say that you’re leaving me
Don’t say those cliché break up words, I will just walk behind you

Can you come back intactly, you can just come back
I can’t erase you
My dry tears and my cold heart
I can forget about everything

Our love won't fade away, Don’t spit out that I’m not the one
Don’t hurt what has remained my heart, I will just walk behind you

ep 314

2010-08-03T09:26:00.002+08:00

Currently......

Im waiting for school to start
Looking for a job if possible
Gonna club hard this coming weekend as its gonna be the last be4 ramadhan hehex
Feels so lonely but trying my best to forget about it.

ep 313

2010-08-03T09:00:00.002+08:00

Studio M Hotel

I was really excited about last saturday event where my Bestie Radzi had his birthday done at Studio M Hotel.

I heard about the hotel before as it was once said by my friend as he had also done a birthday party for his bf at the hotel before. So it was finally the time i manage to get to see it.

So the morning of Saturday had my stuff packed for the party that night.
Then met up with Radzi and Raihan at Plaza Singapura to get some food n drinks for the party.
Lastly get the birthday cake for the birthday boy.

After the shopping we finally head back to the hotel.
Me and Raihan cant wait to see it.
To me the hotel is not like those normal hotels.
It looks like a normal apartment building hahaz.
But its kinda cozy.
I was surprise at the room that Radzi had stayed.
It was small cozy and damn nice.
Kinda look like a loft.

At about 6pm me and raihan had to go for Eli's party at Sentosa.
I was thinking hmm Sentosa must be grand n special.
But it was boring.
He had it at the chalet which looks like a hut which was kinda small.
I thouht it looks like a store room.
Inside there r two bunk beds and theres limited space.
However in the end the party was saved by Eli's aunts cooking of fried pasta.
I had one serving of it and i thouht of having it again but well i was pitying raihan has he wanted to go off soon.

Soon at 8 we get off the island of Sentosa and make our way back to Radzi hotel.
We did try to walk ourself back to the hotel from Clar Quay station and we did manage to get back without being lost.
As we head back me and my other friends get ready for the party which was gonna be held at the lounge.
Not soon enough the cake was cut.
The party was a success.
So the after party was a alot of fun we had drinks and games and chats here and there.
Seriously it was the best party and also a night of celebrating friendship.
I was happy for Radzi and his bf.
I was happy for Raihan and Rady.
I was happy for Tiara and his guy.
I was happy for Shariman and Haziq.
I was happy for Terrence.
I was happy for Wan.

Thnx to u my friends without u guys i feel so alone.

But i still feel alone in my heart that is hehez.

ep 312

2010-08-03T08:57:00.002+08:00

Choi Ho Jin

If u have been noticing the guy in the background or if oyu have been with me lately and has seen my handphone background or itouch bakcground.
Well that guy you see is non other than my fave korean model Choi Ho Jin.
Ahh he is just so dreamy hahaz.

ep 311

2010-07-28T10:30:00.002+08:00

Invincible Youth

Sorry if i havent been blogging lately
Been watching this korean variety show called Invincible Youth
where 7 laedis from popular girl groups in Korea come together to live and work in a farm
it reminds me of the simple life where instead of 2 brats there are 7

it is a really agreat show to watch
since its all not about farming n work
but mostly about having fun and laughter
and those 7 girls really know how to do it
the 7 girls were known as a group call G7 for Girl 7 that is

i especially like one of the girls who is from the girl group Secret
she is Sunhwa
in the show she is like the 2nd to get edited out
meaning not getting to be seen alot on the TV
but what i like about her is a stupidity
wanna say a turn off but her stupidity was kinda cute in a way
in the show she was known as White Paper Sunhwa for not knowing general knowledge
and she really terrible at the multiplication table haha
she also get fool easily haizz

the video shows how she got prank by the invincible youth members
got its so serious that she cried
my poor sunhwa

well now theres been a chnage in the G7
since 3 is out
3 new members came in
after watching the episode about them
it kinda have a different feel to it
but i kinda like the new member f(x) leader Victoria

oh well thats all i have
gonna wathc invincible youth now hehe
cant wait for ep 36

ep 310

2010-07-06T20:21:00.005+08:00

4 MINUTE - HUH

this music perforamnce is just sexy when i first see it
especially with the girl in shades
she just looks cool and sexy
nice performance girls

ep 309

2010-07-03T10:36:00.005+08:00

Bad Girl Good Girl

You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me.
You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me, So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Shut Up.

You couldn’t say a thing in front of me, but you could talk badly about me behind my back. I’m dumbfounded.

Hello, Hello, Hello.
It seems like the first time, time, time you’ve seen a girl like me.
Why do you judge me?
Are you afraid of me, perhaps?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

These kind of clothes, this kind of hair, a girl who does these kind of dances is obvious.
You’re even more obvious.

Hello, Hello, Hello.
If you don’t have any confidence, go to the back, back, back.
You just need to step back.
Why do you keep making noise?
Don’t you know that your heart can clearly be seen?

I’m looking for a man who can handle me.
I’m looking for a real man, not a man who acts like one through words.
Isn’t there a man who won’t make me anxious because he overflows with confidence?
So that I can be me, so that I can watch him freely from afar?

You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me.
You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me, So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Shut Up.

ep 308

2010-06-29T16:57:00.002+08:00

Today is Tuesday

Went to hang out with Raihan today.
Who is on MC but since he is bored at home
he decied to invite me to go to RP and spend the time with our lappies.

Well its been a long time i haven been to RP since last year
where all the drama began
oh i dont even wanna start

So we start slacking at RP playing with our lappies

Then at night we had dinner with Shariman n Haziq at Pastamania
Being a first timer i didnt know what to eat there hehe
So i choose the cheapest one since Raihan is treating me
well i must say my dinner is kinda great
love it ya

after dinner
we went around walking at far east plaza
we stop by one shop
and start going crazy with some of the stuff there
it was loads of fun trying on the stuffs
expecially the wigs haha

Had fun at orchard ya
but in the end i was kinda tired
went home tkaing 518
and halfway through while i was sleeping
i found out im somewhere i had never seen before
as i look around the bus had stopped by marina bay sands
oh wow well had been there before ya
it look so different and big

so finally reach home
as usualy my mum has taken over my bed
so its living room for me again
sleep using the sofa again
oh well live with it la

time for me to do some midnight video making
need inspirations back on again

k den ciao

ep 307

2010-06-28T04:09:00.003+08:00

Harriet The Spy Blog Wars

after a tiring night on saturday
going to marina bay sands and clubbing
i decided to stay home on sunday
well at first i thoguht i wanna sleep over at my god bro place
but since he got plans so i staying at home

havent watch disney channel for some time especially the movies
so decied to watch it at the 7.30 time and this was on

a movie about a girl Harriet who is so obsess about winning the best class blogger
that she goes through great lengths to get the juicy info on the actor Scander Hill
to post it in her class blog as to win over her rivalry
the movie is great with her being like a spy trying to get to know the actor more
hope to watch it again ya

ep 306

2010-06-24T09:31:00.003+08:00

So many....

So a few days ago i got a letter from NTU Alumni
Well its about all the different camps i can join for the freshmen
there was like so many
i didnt know what tooo choose
that in the end i said to myself lets not join any of them

oh well im not ready for any camps or fun
dunwan to force myself ya
will see how it goes

ep 305

2010-06-24T09:10:00.005+08:00

Golden Monkey

So somehow the colour that i wanted didnt turned out

So i went from this....

To this.....

Looks like i need to dye again to a better colour
or maybe just stick to this...
I dunno i'm still thinking about it

ep 304

2010-06-17T03:45:00.002+08:00

Party hard

Thats what my god bro said
So i did.
Oh well i have always been partying hard.
So after my ord went partying with raihan razi and alan and wan on friday.
Damn i miss razi.
Havent seen him for a long time since he been working lately.
So partying on friday was great.
After that me and raihan and wan lepak at boat quay till the morning.
It was fun listening to music and taking pictures with raihans lappy.
Reached home at 8 in the morning n man was my eyes damn tired.

Slept the whole saturday till i got woken up my sharimans text messages.
So called him and we make plans to meet first and go buy shoes for sasha.
So that night i got ready for clubbing again hehe.
But first when to Century Square to look for some heels for Sasha since someone decide to drag tonight.
But in the end we make a decision that we didnt buy it and Sasha gonna have to lend Tiara's heels.
Coz as for me i dont want to wsate that money on heels if u r not so sure whether u can fit in it or not right.

So after that me and shariman make a trip to tiong bahru to meet up with tiara and terrence.
Since they had finish work and they are also going.
As we reached there shariman decided to change same goes with terrence.
So in the end Sasha came by haha.
And she was pretty i can say.
Too bad Kimmy couldn't make it.

So finally we all make it to the club.
Terrence in the end backed out since he is afraid that raihan could be there.
But turn out he didnt came.
I was so happy to meet sya again after so long.
Miss him so much my ya.

So that night we had alot of fun dancing and all.
Some did get drunk espexially Tiara.
So i have to look after her as usual ya.
So after clubbing we spend the time lepaking at ricoh park till the morning.

I had a great time with my friends partying ya.
But was kinda jealous at the same time.
Oh welll will not tell why.

Thanx my friends for partying with me ya.

ep 303

2010-06-17T03:28:00.002+08:00

Finally ORD

Sorry havent been updating my blog.
Been busy with camp and personal life ya that i was too lazy to update my blog.
So i have finally ORDed ya.

On Fri, 11 of June was my very last day at camp. and the day i get back my pink IC.
I can't seem to sleep on that day before i go to work.
I was so excited that it finally has finished.

As i make my way to work.
I tell myself i can finally sleep late.
No more waking up at 4am in the morning
No more taking the first train to get to CCK.
No more taking of bus 975 to get to camp.
And finally NO MORE DUTIES hahaz.

So that day only 4 guys gonna ord - me muhammad yong beng and azmi
so being the last min person i get my paperwork done
clean up my bunk and pack everything up
finally it was time to take my pink ic

as i make my way to the hall
damn the line was long
oh well no pressure its not like my ic gonna run away ya
the chief clerk was in pressure when evryone just cant wait for it
an hour has passed and finally it was my turn
hand over my paperwork, got my testimonial and finally my pink ic
got i miss it ever since i pass my beloved card to mindef 2 years ago

one main point i was curious about was my testimonial
as i read it i was kinda happy with it
well oklah the testimonial say that im good at interacting with my peers even though im gay
duh with all the teasing and stuff like ya im the entertainer to the army guys and regulars who had been stressed with thier daily life in camp

so usually people who ord go home in thier civillian
well not me
i was so patriotic which my chif clerk tell me, that i went home in my army uniform hahaz
so on izzit, nola just wanna wear it for the very last day until 2 years later 2012 where i had my reservist.

reach home with happiness that my ns is finally over
but its not over yet for me
my mum gave me a letter from ntu
and waddya know my course starts on 30 august

i was like wah i just finish ns and now this
haizz oh well time to spend my freedom this coming 2 months
before i start school

i dont know whether to work part time
or just slack at home see how it goes
as for now i waiting for meera to come back on the 26
so gonna have fun with my twinnie again ya

ep 302

2010-05-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

Loooong Comeback

Its a been a very loong time i haven't update my blog.
Well i wanna say i was damn busy with life and camp
and secondly i was just plain lazy to update though i have a lot of things in my mind to update it.

I've change my blog to something dark but its still the same.
Well look out for a new post ya soon.

Take care :)

ep 301

2010-02-22T02:03:00.004+08:00

Stars

1, 2, 3, 4, again 1, 2, 3, 4
Stars, I'm going crazy
No matter how many times I look at you, I can't see you, oh baby
Because of the tears in my eyes, all because of you
My crying face that is reflecting above the spread letters, oh baby
I promised myself I wouldn't cry again, but I'm crying again

What do I do, I don't know what to do, what to do
This is me, I don't know why I'm going crazy like this
All because of you, really because of you
I can't do anything, I

Love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star
Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say
I really can't express myself
I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end, oh baby
Because of all the memories that are in my heart, I think of you again
I couldn't say everything I wanted to so I say them to myself, oh baby
I want you back, I want to go back to your side

I'm pleading to you, please, I'm pleading to you
To the sky, my prayer goes to the sky
Cheer me up, cheer me up
Please, where are you now

Stars, stars, stars, stars, talk to me
Is it over? Is that it? Answer me, don't just laugh
Stars, stars, stars, stars, I'm pleading to you
Just for once, my love
Let me fly to your side

Star, star, star, ooh baby, star, star, star, oh

I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star
Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say
I really can't express myself
I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

ep 300

2010-02-21T22:47:00.003+08:00

Once a yankee, will always be a yankee

In june 2008, i was enlisted in the pes a/b batch and send to tekong for my bmt training.
It was all a blur to me whats going on with all this army stuff, saying the oath blah blah blah.
After saying goodbye to my parents, i was brought away by this big green lorry.
It drove me deep into the road until we reach this place call rocky hill.
Upon there we reach this building called Y Company.
Welcome to Yankee Coy said one of the commanders.
So it looks like im a recruit under yankee coy under platoon 2.
Im a yankee.

Training at yankee coy was tough and well i hate it at first.
I dont like one of my commanders.

As weeks gone by i couldnt take all the pressure
One day during training i hurt the joints in my legs that i could run or march.
It was really painful and i tell my commander, i want out of the training.
I went to see the medical officer, he says if im really sure about this.
And that you have to go recourse since i didnt complete it.
All i say i dont care, my health is much more important than killing myself in training.

So in the end, i was OOT(out of training) in yankee coy.
As i look at my platoon mates train i was thinking if only i could train with them.
But i cant since im no longer in training.
As days gone by, i was a service to the clerk and storeman helping them wherever i can.
Didnt want to waste my time doing nothing ya.
Being an OOT i seem to get close with the staffs there especially the clerk since we both like to talk crap and gossip.

Not soon enough i got my posting to another camp as a storeman.
The clerk gave the papers and instructions.
He was really sad to see me go.
I was too.
I was really sad to leave yankee coy.
Whats more sad was that i didnt get to say goodbye to my platoon mates who is on outfield.
In the end i wrote a letter and gave to my commander, all he has to do was to read to my platoon.

As i take the ferry home with all my stuff, i say to myself that i will never forget yankee coy.

My ns goes on as per normal in my unit that i got posted to.
So days gone by as per normal just work and work and work.
At the end of 2009 i got to know that im going for recourse in 2010 jan.

I told my officer im going for it.
He keep telling me assuring me if i really wana do this
I tell him that i really wanna do this and thats final.

So in jan 2010, i went to report for my recourse.
Going to tekong after two years really bring back memories.
Can't believe im back here again.
After all the stuff is done, i got to know that im going to none other than yankee coy.
I was really shock and in awe.
I cant believe im goin back to the same coy i was in 2 years ago.
I was really happy.

As the rover brings me to rocky hill and to yankee coy.
I see that nothign has changed, yankee coy remains the same.
What was really surprising, was the Officer in charge of yankee coy.
The new officer was one of officer in my unit.
He welcome me with open arms and he was happy to see me here
Oh well i do too.

Being in yankee coy again really brings back those memories 2 years ago.
I cant believe im in yankee coy for my recourse.
A yankee will always be a yankee ya hehe.
My 2 years in army has been intresting at some point.

ep 299

2010-01-31T18:54:00.005+08:00

oh field camp is finally over!!!

Im so happy i made it through field camp
now i left with 3 weeks for bmt
its coming to an end

what makes me happy is the new snsd music vidfor thier new song "Oh"
it was a great song and a great music vid
i was happy that jiansheng manage to get the song in his ipod n i manage to listen to it at camp
so me n jiansheng the hard fans of snsd was waiting until yesterday to book out
we both just cant wait to see the music video after seing the 30 sec teaser
and finally i manage to see it

what a great video
very cute and sexy
hyoyeon will still be the best hahaz

ep 298

2010-01-23T00:31:00.003+08:00

Fuckla.....

Thats the most word me n my section mates been using most of the time.
It either means good or bad in a funny way.
Oh well pass thta.
3rd week is over.
Now left with 4 weeks. Yup 4 weeks.
Happy to be home again.

The week has been hectic for me has there been alot of lessons going on for me.
God im getting darker again haha.
Nvm that, i just wanna end this.
5 months left to ord hahaz.

Time to relax for now and keep my body shaking with this nice song hehe.
Just love the remix.

ep 297

2010-01-16T12:05:00.003+08:00

So Nyuh Shi Dae

Taeyeon - a great leader with great vocals

Jessica - Love the blonde hair

Sunny - Her Cuteness will melt your hearts

Tiffany - Her eye smile is her best

Yoona - The image of the group

Yuri -A prankster yet still beautiful with her smile

Sooyoung - A person who who can just talks about anything

Hyoyeon - The dancing queen

Seohyeon - the youngest among the group

ep 296

2010-01-16T10:48:00.004+08:00

book out book out day

after 2 weeks finally get to book out again
one word i can say during my experience is deja vu
cause im back at the same coy i was 2 years ago when i first enlist
i was like omg yankee coy
its like back to basics again hahaz

thought i might see jeffrey and hakim again
but nah they have ord last year
as i step into the office
omg i had flashbacks during the time i was still an OOT
helping and slacking with jeffrey with the paperwork
god it was great times
im so happy to be back at yankee

meeting new friends who are fresh
welll some are funny and great
but well being the 'old' one
i kinda hafta teach them and look after them
as eugene, one of my section mates say im the mommy haha

but im happy that they are happy with the way i am
happy to c them not being scared but laugh and just be happy
n not felt very uncomfortable around me
with that i can be who i am and not hide it
thats what i did last time n i well i didnt open up so it was hard

one of the section mare is a fan of Girls Generation
even better hahaz
finally i got a friend who i can sing and talk about girls generation
yesterday we both were enduring some kind of exercise we had to hold on
and we were singing the genie song together hahaz
it was fun

so yesterday back home to singapore
seeing the freshies booking out thier first time with joy and happiness
and as for me, been there done that hahaz
met up with my besties at night
mizz them alot ya

im gee with happiness right now hahaz

ep 295

2010-01-04T19:41:00.004+08:00

back to tekong

tomorrow i will be goin back to tekong to redo my bmt recourse
will be nervous for tomorrow and scared
but oh well lets just finish it
argh i dont know what i gonna expect haha
didnt prepare well for it

my body aches alot sia
guess from the dancing and not too much sleep hehe
yup had a dance practice with my friend yesterday for this upcoming danceworks
which will be held in march
and since i will be away until end feb
hes teaching me all the steps
well i got the hang of most of it hahaz

i will be back in feb
am hoping to finish this once and for all

anyways
since tomorrow i cant be there for my besties birthday
i would like to wish him happy birthday to Alif
May you stay 'young' hahaz

Tell Me Your Wish (Army Theme)

ep 294

2010-01-02T19:07:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year 2010

Wow its been 2 months i havent blog
been busy or either lazy haha
oh well 2010 has arrived
means I ONLY GOT 6 MONTHS LEFT
god im excited
its coming near but yet it still far

has a great time on new years eve with my frens
didnt go clubbing but we did had a great time
hoping that this year gonna be a great year for me
unlike last year where there has been alot of surprising changes
in me and people close to me

i'm happy that i get to know about the girl group Girls Generation
the best girl group i had known that made me happy everytime
i had always thought that BoA will only be the korean girl that i will listen too
but with the power of youtube
it had made learn about Girls Generation
Sowaneul Malhaebwa - tell me your wish, one of my fave song
and following is Gee the ever cute song that people has fallen

I guess time to move away Wondergirls, here comes Girls Generation the power of 9
that nobody song is so common nowadays that it has become a torture to me
so time to listen to other songs la eh

So people i would like to say happy new year, may your dreams come true :)

TELL ME YOUR WISH

ep 293

2009-10-27T00:47:00.003+08:00

Tough October

its been a very busy october for me in camp
one after another event happens in camp
and there is no way to escape from it

welll me and the guys worked hard for this two major events
the stock taking and LAB
and in the end we really did well
i was especially happy with the LAB since most of the paperwork there was minor or no mistakes at all
happy that i make SG Andie happy finally
i guess.... he is always happy and love to make fun when im around
well most of the time its had always been me who had to help him
he do owe me alot and well i do owe him alot
so in all we both were playing fair haha

well now warrant Kumar is leaving
replace by a new rq
first impression....very the ah beng
but after a while wah so talkative
but in the end wah so kind

and as for me
i will not be in the office anymore
good luck to farhan
as i will be working under SG Khai
yup

now october is coming to an end
and halloween is coming
looks like evryone is looking forward to it
only 2 months left to this year
and 2010 is coming soon

i can hear NTU calling for me closer and closer hahaz
oh god cant believe i be studying back again after i ord
oh well i dun wan to think about it
it still a long way ahead

ep 292

2009-10-25T12:13:00.004+08:00

So just pull the trigger.....

its different from what she has made
but i realy love this song
kinda msyterious and dramatic
maybe a good change
oh welll BANG!

ep 291

2009-10-20T00:07:00.004+08:00

ITS A SURPRISE.....ONE SHE WILL NEVER FORGET

Oh Meera, heres a birthday present for you. A story i written. Hope you like it and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNIE :)

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Two weeks before her birthday Meera is all stressed up with school.As projects and school work taking up her time, she got no time for herself,her family or even her friends. Whats even worse, she didnt know her birthday is coming up soon. Too engrossed in her school work i guess. Oh well its not always easy to study in uni.

Her mum was getting worried for her, she tried to talk to her and have some quality time with her daughter but there is not even a single minute that she could talk to her daughter. Her mum is so worried looking at her daughter's condition all sress and worked up, feeling down and not a smile could be seen. Her mum had to do something.

She knew Meera's semester break is around the corner, what surprised her is that the break starts on the eve of her daughter's birthday. She was so happy and had something in mind. She knew her daughter wanted her closest to be with her on the birthday, thast her one and only birthday wish. Her mum knew she had to get khai,dee and lina to come here. Thus the plan to make Meera happy again starts.

As the days gone by, Meera was busy with school, while her mum was busy trying to plan a perfect birthday for her daughter. One things done, she gave a call to meera's best freinds, Dee Lina and Khai and all agree to come by to think that her mum would sponsor thier trip to Perth.
What a great mother.

So a week before Meera's birthday, she is halfway finishing through hell. But what she didnt know her bestest friends is already in Perth. As the days come near, Meera's burden on projects and schoolwork and tests are all over. Its the last day of the smeester and she is so happy. Finally a smile can be seen again in her. Her break starts the next day on the 20 of Oct and that reminds her that its her birthday tomorrow. Now isn't that more exciting.

So that night she finally get to sleep peacefully with no schoolwork or projects beside her. Instead, she got her bestest friends. She was disturbed when someone starts singing a birthday song on the strike of midnight. Meera put on her glasses to see who could it be, she thought maybe its her dad mum n brother. But to her surprise, its Khai Dee and Lina bringing her fave birthday cake to her. She was happy with joy. This was like the best birthday ever.

After so long she didnt get to meet them, finally on this great occasion the BFFs are reunited all thanks to her mum. she cried tears of joy hugging them and said to them this is the best birthday present that i ever had and i'm gonna cherish it forever. Meera saw candles making up her name, she dont want the nunber 21 on it knwoing the age she dont like. Credits to her twinnie Khai for telling it sooner about this situation before she gets cranky.

She blow out the candle still crying softly.

Khai:C'mon Meera dont cry anymore,we are here,thats your birthday wish isnt it.
Dee: Yeah sis c'mon lets eat some cake, its your fave ya.
Lina:Yeah we 3 n ur mum make the cake just for you.
Meera: Awwe thanks guys, cmon hugs again.

The four hug again tightly in the sign of joy and happines on this late nite.

Khai: C'mon lets open up the presents.
Meera:What presents, where?
Lina:Outside at your balcony dumb dumb haha.
Dee:Yeah we brought this presents for you.

Meera quickly rush to the balcony.

Khai:Wah someone sure cant wait to see them, no patience hor.
Meera: Birthday girl what, haha.

So the four of them starts opening presents starting with Dee's ones.

Meera opens 2 of Dee's presents, it was a locket shape of a heart and a pair of earrings.

Meera: Awwe Dee it so beautiful.
Dee: Anything for my beautiful sis..
Meera: Thanks Dee, i really like it. I'm gonna put the locket on.
Dee: Open it, theres a surprise inside.

Meera opens the locket and saw a picture of her and Dee during the time they were back in thier sec sch days. It really brought tears to Meera's eyes. As usual Khai prepare the tissues for any waterworks.

Next she open up Lina's present. What she get she was really in awwe. Its all the Charmed series from season 1 to 8.

Meera: Wow Lina you know i been wanting to get this .
Lina:Yeah I know, I read your mind haha.
Meera: Thanks Lina, Im so gonna watch it later.

Khai: Okok mines next, quickly open mine.
Meera: Ok chill...

Meera opens two of Khai's presents, one was a photo album of all the pictures of Dee Lina and Khai with Meera.

Meera: Oh god Khai, I really love this.
Lina : Yeah Khai this is really nice, it has all of us in it.
Dee: True, all of our pictures that we took together or separately, oh my you sure know how to get creative with feelings ya.
Khai: Oh well its just nothing haha. Open the next one.

The next one was kinda a big one.

Khai: Lets all open this.
The four of them open it, and the 3 ladies were in awwe as they see it.
Its a big picture of the four of them all framed and ready to be hang on Meera's wall
Khai knew they gonna love it.

Meera, Dee, Lina: OMG Khai, this is just......
Khai: Amzing, nice, what is the word.

Meera: Seriously i love this.
Lina: Me too
Dee: Me three haha.

Khai was so happy they like it.

After opening up the presents they all had a drama marathon all together watching Charmed till the next day.Meera was so happy to have her closest with her, her BFFs that is. She will never forget this day.

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ep 290

2009-10-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

i'm in love with SNSD

or they call it Girl's Generation
so sexy and cute at the same time hahaz
for this they can go boomz when they want to

love thier latest performance
u go Hyoyeon
just love her dance solo

ep 289

2009-10-05T13:56:00.006+08:00

Supergirl

jessic (the blonde one) is one heck of an ice princess
brrr its cold hahaz

ep 288

2009-10-05T02:00:00.005+08:00

All i can give...

this was on thursday on a lesbian nite at PLAY woohoo
seriously me and tiara was only there for the songs not the lesbian mind you
me and tiara are back in action after 1 month finally

a white raya with the guys
for the very first time
we all wear white
so semangat sey

- tido ke nyah

- random........

ep 287

2009-09-30T01:06:00.001+08:00

Let me make things clear...

if you have hurt my feelings or broken my heart

i will be harsh back to you

i will never look at you

i will treat you like you're invisible

even if you are still with my friends i dont mind

but still U R NEVER MY FRIEND

there is never a second chance

harap kamu faham :)

ep 286

2009-09-23T02:30:00.003+08:00

pink and white

im vain ya i noe dat.....

ep 285

2009-09-23T02:00:00.002+08:00

Alone 2night

**

Slipping sideways, silver stars collide
And fade away just like our love that died
And there is nowhere in this universe to hide
From you tonight

I've wrestled with angels all my life
Its always the haloes and the wings that keep you blind
And if I'd fought with all the strength I held inside
I wouldn't be out here
Alone tonight

Alone tonight, just like the western star I'm sinking
The angels curse me blind with straight and crooked thinking

**

im alone tonight
hahaz not really
abg shadan is here to cheer me up whenever im down
raihan is in camp
my friends r either busy
so abg shadan is my only help
thanks abg :)

well 3rd day of raya
i hafata work
urgh not in the mood to work, still got the raya mood
happy for shariman and haziq goin out raya wif thier frens
n haziq wearing a baju kurung after so long, this is big hahaz
hope you guys had fun

well im still under emotional stress
although the drama is over
it still lingers in my head about him
alif has scold me already for thinking about him :(
haizz what to do kan, i need time
seriously i wanna dance
i wanan go play again hahaz
not to drink but to dance

or better yet
i need to know a new guy
i need a date hahaz
yes i need one
so i can move on quickly
anyone intrested hehe

oh well
what comes around goes around ya
love the striptease song
just wanna do my sexy slutty dance
ehem ehem

cant wait tor aya wif my frens :)
ok then peace out

ep 284

2009-09-22T01:07:00.001+08:00

Imagine.....

U wear like those pengantin guys
the outfit and everything
on the song sesuci lebaran
and start shuffling to the beat

i dunno....im bored hahaz

ep283

2009-09-20T04:04:00.001+08:00

Erm......

Shoulders Down
Leg Out
Bend Over
Lips Pout
Bat Eyes
Show Thigh
Lift Them Up
Don't Touch

ep 282

2009-09-20T03:58:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya

Finally one month of fasting is finally over
its time for the month of celebration
and indeed it is

the month of fasting has been quite busy for me
that i found out it end so fast haha
been quite a story during the month
not the same old boring month again

as for now i cant sleep at the moment
now at my godbro's place
having fun with him and raihan
good thing i come need to enjoy and let lose those things in my mind
so happy to see raihan again
talk cock and and play agmes as usual ya

awaiting for the next day
gonna be long day i must say
and a great one
finally get to wear my baju kurung ya

well to all the people that i know and love adn those muslims
selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin

peace out
me need sleep. :)

ep 281

2009-09-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

im too lost.....

thats what im feeling right now
i dont know what to do now
i need help plzzz
what should i do now
should i do the right thing
should i follow my heart
should i just be selfish
i dont know :(

ep 280

2009-09-15T00:16:00.002+08:00

Chronicles of Wonder Girls.....for fun

The wonder girls has been through alot to get thier name......wondergirls....i guess

from being tough girls

to cute girls

to hot girls

and finally the wondergirls

such a great transformation

ep 279

2009-08-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

its time to puasa people

yup its the time of the month again
time for the muslims to fast again
but work at camp will still be as usual

well i been busy the past few days
with work and some personal stuff

first of all
im so happy to meet meera again
knowing she came to singapore today
i decided to take the chance to meet her

well she got plans for me and dee on sat
but i couldnt make it since im on duty
oh bloody duty

i was happy to see her again
u dun change much har meera
and thanx for the shirt

so let c let c
well i bought my baju raya oredy
white yah
matches wif my sis
and matches wif raihan
yeah he gets a white one too

but it still not complete
got my songkok la
my samping la
my capal la
banyak barang haha

im hoping dat this month of ramadhan gonna be diff den last year
or maybe just change my life
its just so boring if its the same old thing again n again
hoping someone will come into my life or maybe a new friend
well no clubbing this month made a promise ya

ok den im out

ep 278

2009-08-17T23:55:00.004+08:00

tell me your wish.....

im back yeah
with a migraine oh no

ep 277

2009-08-02T02:04:00.002+08:00

i can't seem to post properly.
since my post editor toolbar is MISSING
YES ITS MISSING.

until then im giving a break to blogging ya
god im sick right now urgh i hate this

ep 276

2009-07-18T02:39:00.010+08:00

picture pictures

time for a picture entry
enjoy them or not

ep 275

2009-07-12T23:28:00.003+08:00

Butter or Zirca

It gotta be Butter hahaz
Me raihan and Alif are going to butter factory later to party.
Not working tomorrow so ya......and im hungry :(
Now hanging out at Dennis hotel room
As for me i just love watching the new beyonce video sweet dreams, very the sweet.
Love those dance moves and the breaking mirror effect.

Sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare.

ep 274

2009-07-11T18:49:00.007+08:00

Im feeling.....

that feeling again
you know
i hope you know

i wanna escape from this again
urgh torture

all i can do now
is think
and cry

ep 273

2009-07-11T07:54:00.002+08:00

not out yet

it been a week
and my sis in law havent give birth yet
yeah shes late
dunno y my nephew doesnt wanan come out into this world
its past 9 months already but no signs of giving birth
this must be one slow baby

as for me
i been busy
with work
and babysitting
and work
and babysitting
and work
yup only this two

and life
my life
been thinking alot lately
should i or shouldnt i
i dunwan to compare
if i knew thats the one than its the one
gonna say it one day
win it or lose it
seriously i dun care oredy

ooooh one thing i wanan say out loud
DUN BLOCK MY WAY

i dunno y
whenever im listening to a great song
and i start walking to the beat
i just got it and dunwan to be disturbed
but when walking through the bus interchange with the many people
makes me kinda pissed off

got blockers here
got slow walkers there
got those when u wanan go left he go left then go right he go right until u just have to let he go first
and how about getting stuck by the gate pas i dunno wat izzit call at the mrt control station
and those bicycle riders, just hafta figure out where they r turning to or might as well knock them down haha

haizzz really hate it

ep 272

2009-07-09T01:15:00.003+08:00

What happen next?

I have went through a big roller coaster ride after the break up with my ex a few months ago.
Its not that he dont like me but he have to let me go sine i should be better with someone else other than him. I don't know why he wanna do that. I tell him countless times that i dont want this to happen. I never complain about anything. We never met though we only met just once and that was like good for me.The meeting was by chance, its not that i wanna meet him so badly knowing his hectic working schedule. I understand what he is going through his problems his work, i understand i never make a fuss of not meeting. But in the end i had to let him go after countless tries but he resist that i should find someone better than him.

It upsets me in the end but i have my friends by my side.So i was single again, thinking of waiting for him till he take me back but all answers say that i should just find someone new. So i did in the end but still i will still think of him i will never fade him from my memory.I still read his blog, i still see his facebook to see how his life is going and its going god as the days go on. I was happy for him. I was thinking to myself maybe i shouldnt disturb his happiness and let me continue my life. So as days go on i didnt contact him only at times. Knowing he was happy, there was not to be a worry for him so i can lead my life again but still i will remember him.

So as my life goes on being single, it was not late till i was introduce to someone by my friend. Lets just say its been long i did the 'can i get to know you' thing. Thought its gonna turn out bad in the end but it didnt. I finally get to know more about him. A days goes on, i hang out wif him more and also with his friends. But i ws angry at myself why i had this feelings towards him. He told me about it and obviously i cant hide it. Even my friend notcie it that i like him more than that. But why.

He only see me as a friend in the end. He likes someone else. I can only be his friend.I can only help him. We both were in the same page since we both just break up. I need to get rid of this feelings. This feelings has cause me to show the ugly side of me towards my best friend and i dun wan that. In the end i did after timeless of crying and telling myself i should move on.

So i did move on in a matter of days with this other guy which turns out to be his brother.
OMG what was i thinking. Maybe it was a wrong move but well he was nice to me, really nice.
Maybe this is a new start i guess. As days gone by i started to like him n care for him. But my friends dont see me going on with him but i do. Thats when i was confuse at one point when i find out he is attach but he say he is not. Days goes on and i try to find the answer. My friend tell me to forget about him if he is attach but i was so stubborn i dont want to leave him.

Not long enough another guy came into my life, he was my best friends friend but to me he was a stranger at first. Till he told me about his feelings towards me. I didnt know what to do i was stuck between two guys. I was really stress i didnt know what to do, him or him urgh. I like this guy but another guy likes me.Haizzz. As days goes on, the guy who likes me told me the truth about the guy i like. I finally know that i was so stupid and i had been a victim. I didnt want thi to happen again. I was thankful to the guy who like me.

So i decided to get to know this guy who likes me. But i was shy coz i still see him as a stranger. I was still not comfortable with him and i was still liking the guy but i had to snap out of it and move on. So i try to get to know him and as it goes i started to like him naturally. I started to care for him and all. I had not does this for a long time. Could it be the start of something between me and him. I dont know. WE dated and it goes well i was starting to love him more.

Then some thing was going on. Everything changed in a moments time. What happen? Had i miss something? What happen to us before doesnt happen again now. I didnt know what to do. I try to find the answers but its like im trying to solve a jigsaw puzzle. Im really fed up with this so i thought i just slack by and go with the flow see what happens. But my curiousity increases.
Why is he acting differently towards me now.Things are not like before.I feel i was avoided. I feel i was a nobody to him.My heart hurts. I dont want to think its gonna happen.I dont want to feel paranoid. My friend says i think too much. Sometimes but i dont know.I dont want to let him know i was suffering inside. He is already happy and i dont want to take away his happiness by showing my suffering. Im happy with what he has now. Ive done my job caring for him for this while, being there for him.Maybe its not the time i guess.So i accept it.

SAdness runs through me not that long until I was surprised when my ex call me again after 2 months we were not in contact. I was happy to hear his voice.Listening to his voice makes me happy again.We chatted again for a short while since he is at work.All my tears dried up after hearing him again.Im happy again.

So whats next......only god knows

ep 271

2009-07-09T00:27:00.003+08:00

Battlefield

ep 270

2009-07-08T00:58:00.002+08:00

gay pop?

today my sargent ask the weirdest question.
he is a big fantaic in metallica so while i was doing my paperwork as per normal
he ask me
"khai, you know we got this indie pop all those, is there such thing as gay pop?"
i was like huh gay pop tak tau eh
got such thing ke as gay pop
seriously i dunno
but there are songs that sound gay in the beat i mean
i especially like this song, its old but still i like it

and how about this,all gays should know this, maybe this is gay pop i dunnola

and the most famous song gays like i guess......

muahahaha.....

enjoy loh

ep 269

2009-07-04T14:55:00.002+08:00

For u........

Today I m feeling so low as you are not with me,
I miss u every moment wherever I may be.

My mind sets no where and just thinks about you,
I wanna talk a lot with you but our talks are due.

My lips are trembling and calling your name,
I cannot see you in front of me and I m going through this pain.

My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,
they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.

My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold yours,
It wanders for only your warm touch , I m sure.

My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,
giving me the feel of joy, love and care.

How much I love you is all i know,
i just feel it and I dont want to show.

I miss you with every beat of my heart, no doubt
you are the only one of whom i can think about.....

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For so long this worlds been dull,
Day by day came and I never felt full.
You suddenly came out of the blue,

I couldn't believe that it was true.
The way you make me feel,
Wow man it's so surreal.
You fill my world with bright color and light,

Its never been quite so right.
You're so very amazing and sweet.
Just thoughts of you make my heart skip a beat.

I am yours and you're mine,
We promised and that's fine.
Because I wouldn't have it any other way,
I love you and I'm here to stay.

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We are alone and there is no one else
I’ve been waiting this perfect time
I feel the love whenever we are together
Finally I’m in your arms, I’m yours

I realized when I look inside my heart
Your eyes, face and your smile
There is something in you that my heart melts
I couldn’t ask for more than having you in my life.

Now every moment is worthwhile waiting for
I love you and I will always will
There is no better time that being with you
I’m yours and forever will be.

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ep 268

2009-07-04T14:19:00.002+08:00

Only me and my lappie

Yesterday night didnt go well as plan.
Thought wanna go clubbing that night but alif back out and wanted to go home.
Luckily i was still at home.
Was so engrossed watching Finding Nemo on disney channel that i wanted to come late hehez.
Well i was waiting to meet abg randy to give me the games before i go off.
But since he wanted to meet me at 9 plus, had to tell alif i was coming late.

So in the end i didnt go clubbing, had to tell raihan i cant make it.
Yes my fault as always kan.
Satu balik rumah coz teman idaman dia tak dapat datang.
So if i wanna go clubbing it will only be me and raihan but raihan coming at 1am no way im gonna wait all by myself until 1am. NO WAY.

Met up with abg randy under my blk, get to play with his children.
Its been long i seen him.
The last time i saw him was like early last year.
We chat and chat for like an hour.
Got my games.
And ciao.

So the night was only me, my games and my lappie. YEAH
Finally i get to play Sims 3 woohooo.
Sorryla big fan of the sims.

ep 267

2009-07-01T01:24:00.003+08:00

bitch me

hmm let see...

im stupid
im ugly
im an idiot
im pathetic
im dumb
im hopeless
im nerdy
im geeky
im slow
im a blur sotong
im lazy
im a gundu
im a slut
im a flirt

is there more....

ep 266

2009-06-30T16:38:00.001+08:00

maybe........maybe not

Is this how it'll be!?
Can we go on like this?
Can we be forgetting something?
Finally the day will come when we're single again
(Is that how it'll be?)

If this isn't the way things will be, then don't say it
Nothing will change things anyway
You'll say things won't be like this (with a calm look on your face)
I want to believe but...

I don't know how long I'll be able to keep waiting
For all I know you may regret having ever met me in the first place!

This isn't the way things will be but...
It could just be an illusion but...
I don't know if eventually you'll change (Is that how it'll be?)

Then you talk about what our problems are
I won't listen to any of it (with a calm look on my face)
I having to hear about it any longer

I hate the way we are always arguing about things which have no meaning at all
But we just can't go back to the way things were when we first met

You know too that it's too late
We have to be a little more honest with each other

ep 265

2009-06-22T01:29:00.002+08:00

happy anniversary

ok so to start happy belated anniversary to me n meera
june 20 the day that we became the best of friends and it still going strong no matter the distance
thanks meera for the wish
i felt bad that i forget abt it hehe

well yeah blogging at 1.30 am in the morning
god i should be sleeping nw
working later ya
not going zirca tonite
was tempted to go since i got the free entry sms
but no
im tooo tired
sorry raihan if i didnt wanna go
next time k

so the sunday
it was fathers day
wanna wish it to my dad ya
well that sunday had no plans
thought of meeting hul after his family bbq
but was too tired from the clubbing

so i was sleeeping the whole day
well not really
watch hercules the disney movie while i had my lunch my dad bought
so nt much happen on sunday just being a sleeping boi

last sat had alot of fun wif hul
goin to town
make up for the fridae dat i didnt get to meet him
coz of some misunderstandings
really happy to be wif him
really miss him ya
n the night later went clubbing wif alif
didnt want to go at first since i wanna spend time wif hul more
but well alif was alone n i feel like going hehe

so clubbing as usual
met the same old people
the same music
haizz all i was thinking dat nite was hul
miss him lak
maybe i shouldnt have gone clubbing dsat nite hahaz
oh well wads done is done

k i better go sleep now
hoping to meet hul after work ya
laterzzz.....

ep 264

2009-06-19T02:00:00.002+08:00

22

im 22
im nt getting younger
n i dunwan my life to turn out like the song
well ever since i turn 22
i been thinking alot of things
hoping it turn out better for me in future

ep 263

2009-06-19T01:39:00.002+08:00

woohoo off

havent blog lately
well as for now im having a good time
spending my off days since wed
thanks to sg andie

well on tuesday tuesday
there was items need to be exchanged n its really very the complicated
need to return and indent new ones to get the correct one
returning is easy for me but getting the new one thats the toughy

all sg andie wanna hear from me is the good news
all the good news i can give is that i reutrn the ones that is not needed
and well he want me to make it happen that i get those that we need
he dare me if i did make it happen i get my 3 days off

woohooo a challenge i like
so i did my best n i showed my worst hahaz
talking in n out to the ppl of wanting those items
at the end i won thanks to my stubbornesss hehe
thye keep saying u should collect it the next day
but i dun give a damn and i want it now
i keep saying i want it now
in the end they let me have my own way hahaz

i finally got the things
sg andie was proud of me
and yes i got my 3 days off
wed to fri no work woohoo

but then 2 days has gone by
i keep thinking i should be working
coz its a working day
i seriously wad to do on my off days other than work
its like i change my mindset

well the past 2 days
it was not a waste
as i get to spend time wif the guy i love
theres no other good way other than spending time with ur loved ones ya

ep 262

2009-06-07T14:03:00.003+08:00

Angry Dorothy and a gay Tin Man?

ep 261

2009-06-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

Dun u want a fanta?

ep 260

2009-05-31T18:01:00.002+08:00

the big tutu

so wats with the big tutu
its just that im turning 22 today
so today is the big tutu(twotwo = 22)
get it?

yeah today is my birthday
n yes im still sick
how fun is that hahaz
but sat was great fun
get to see cheer performances
my all-time fave
can say it was like my birthday gift

was there to support my friend's team sphyntrix
and they were great
they got into the finals
which is today
hope they win ya
wanted to watch them
but well not in the mood

just came back from changi airport
after sending off my best friend
who is going off to perth
its so sad that she is going off on my birthday
such coincidence

well we say our last goodbyes and all
me n dee were there
god i was crying alot
haizzz my one and onli best fren is migrating
n i will never c her again until dunno when

i now felt alone
kinda a part of me has gone
after she has left
shes the onli one i could talk to about evrything
we were the best
misunderstandings were all around us thinking that we are a couple hahaz
but i dun have that feelings for her
shes like my twin sister

meera i hope you like the gift i gave you
and hope to see you again

wierd that on my birthday
im giving her a gift instead of me getting a gift frm her hahaz

dee me and lina will never forget you
we will be the best of friends till the end

ep 259

2009-05-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

im sick, ep 259

urgh my throat is not feeling well
im having sore throat n its affecting my body
god this soo gonna turn to having a flu
please i dunwan to get sick on my bday

its like only 6 days left
been counting it since sunday
oh god was damn boring at camp on a sunday
had to do duty
i slept the whole day that is

usually i slept
if i had been clubbing the previous night
but well i just had to sleep
seriously had to sleep

last sunday night
sg ryan came early that night had to do some work
he was surprise to see me doin duty
in the end after his work
we decided to talk cock in the office
while we had our mac which he ordered for me n him
thanks sg ryan for the meal

monday not much difference
work as usual
had my duty rest in the morning
went down at 11 and start work
as usual farhan starts nagging
that he is alone la had to do all the work yada yada yada
ye kan ajerla eh

started my work given by sg andie
mostly most of my job was done
with all the callings and all
aside the work
sg andie just love to see me use my 'man' voice
hahaz i dunno y la

there was one time
one after another was asking me this and that
then farhan purposely add on complaining at me
i was in the corner closing my face
next thing i shouted to farhan DONT DISTURB ME
woah sg yus was shock to hear my 'man' voice hahaz
as usual sg andie was just laughing away
mcm fun lak

oh well just to keep the office
from being damn boring
im thier entertainment
still remember last friday
my officer wants me to do a dance for one of my warrant officer
i was like serious ah no wayla

sg andie keeps turning on this techno song
ok no way am i dancing to that hahaz
in the end i buat bodoh n do my work
kan senang sikit

i cant stop listening to the remix of i hate this part
really luv it
been finding it since i heard at play

god i hate my throat right now
i might see a doc or not
see la what happen when i shout

ep 258

2009-05-23T18:55:00.002+08:00

stuck in between

3 guys
1 stuck in the middle
didnt know which guy to go to
he has to make decisions
he hates this
he likes both of them
he was attracted by the 1st guy
he didnt care what people say about him
he still likes him

but time goes by
he sees what this 1st guy really is
he needs answers but he gets nothing
until he see it by his own eyes

the 2nd guy warns him n tell him to stay away from the 1st guy
he didnt know the 2nd guy had been by his side the whole time
trying to warn him from the 1st guy

he knew he felt damn stupid
he admit it at last

but still he didnt know what to do
in his heart he still like the 1st guy but he also start to like the 2nd guy

he decided to go to the 2nd guy
but 1st guy is jus too irresistable
he tries his best to ignore the 1st guy
but its hard
if the 2nd guy isnt there
he will be pulled back by the 1st guy

the guy starts singing i hate this part by pcd
all alone by himself
crying

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ep 257

2009-05-17T18:30:00.002+08:00

what made me....

Don't hang up.
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
Im unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

Ive been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
Im stuck in time
Im stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.

ep 256

2009-05-13T22:13:00.002+08:00

My tots.....

raihan
tiara
nana
fadli
sidik
raimi

pet society
facebook
sony
mayo
subway
roti
cheese
meatball
green pepper
626
lullaby
melatar
rp
giant escalator
mak ayam
vivo
date
cmpb
overseas exercise
boots
pindah
purple
eiffel tower
stress
birthday
angry
teamwork
jb

ep 255

2009-05-03T14:22:00.010+08:00

pictures babe

another picture entry
lazy to write for the moment :)

cam-whoring in the car

playing around with alvin's shades

danny -- so CUTE

a day at pizza hut with meera

having fun at esplanade rooftop with meera

ku panass --- hehez

ep 254

2009-05-01T14:48:00.002+08:00

Cherish the ones you love

The past 2 days was not going good for me.
Was really in a sad mood.
Found out from my mum that my fave aunt had passed away.
I was really shock as the news came in so sudden.

Well she was really in a bad state.
Went to see her at the hospital when she got admitted.
She was not in good condition but shes strong.

So that wed
went to the funeral
evryone was there
before they make a move to bury her
they let the relatives and families kiss her for the last time
i was outside the house at that time
i didnt wanna go in seriously
seeing people coming out crying i cannot tahan

but my mum insist i come in and kiss her for the last time
so i did
as i see her face all in peace
i started to cry
the fave aunt i once loved is no longer here
i dunwan to believe thta she is gone
but its the facts she is gone

as i kissed her
i say a little prayer for her
before i go

after what happen that day
i know that i must really cherish the ones i love evryday evrytime
n dun take things for granted that things gonna be fine for them
my families and my friends must really take care of them :)

ep 253

2009-04-28T20:52:00.001+08:00

Pictures

taken yesterday with raihan

ep 252

2009-04-26T23:34:00.009+08:00

Celebrating Danial's 21st at Zirca - PARTY

pose semuer - me danial and alif

me and juju

me juju and danial

juju and danial

shidah and danial

DJ George Leong woot

me and alif start, the rest lepak satu corner lerr.

u go juju

me and juju

picture time,im the one with a diff smile

looks like sum1 seen too much haha

i dunno wat im doin

dance

danial and juju

juju danial and raihan

alif and danial

im really having fun ya hehe

what is shidah lookin at

wah danial

u go juju

me and juju dancing at the podium

me and juju again

syiok2 dancing faiz disturb me lak

lets continue

where is shidah looking

smile juju,u look angry hehe

penat juju

looks like someone is hot

yeah shidah

birthday boy.....

3 guys and a gal hehez

ep 251

2009-04-26T13:02:00.001+08:00

Tiring again

Duties on alternate days really shagged me.
To add to it going clubbing in between hehez.
Damn i was tired.

last thursday did duty
luckily i did those things that i wanted before the weekend comes
knowing that i'm gonna be busy

let see
i went shopping with juju
got some great stuff thanks to her

and i finally get to meet meera
after a loong time
thnx meera for the gift
the mirror do helps
and the book you know i will read it later
and the bracelet i will give my sis

doing duty on thursday was ok for me
not much difference
just alot of nagging from one of the officer
asking about attendance
i feel like stucking a sock in his mouth

luckily that night i didnt sleep alone at the duty room
yap and nasriq joins in to accompany me
and they did bring in the tv
at last im nt bored

woke up the next day
finishin off my duty
ask my encik for off
i surely need one
since the next day i doing duty

turn out friday gonna be another full day
and i mean full
mostly hanging out with my friend at his cheer practice
and then off to clubbing
well he seriously wanna go so i just had to bring him
do i sound like a bad guy? hope not

so we both did had fun that night
alot of intresting things happen along the way
i seriously had no comments
as always i was always with tiara dancing

went back to camp after clubbing
seriously cant take it
thought of taking mc but nah i so haf to do this
who would even wana do duty on weekends ya

at camp
met up wif my encik in the morning
he ask me a simple question
are you from home or outside
he sure knows i was from outside
by the way i look - TIRED

so as per normal settle evyrthing
and then SLEEP
not much to do on saturday ya
so mostly i SLEEP
until 6 pm

it was so boring
i cant wait for sunday
seriously cant tahan
the night the driver put the tv on
we watch seed of chucky
after watching abit i cant tahan oredy
i went to sleep straight.

dun even noe if i wanan go zirca tonight

ep 250

2009-04-22T00:50:00.004+08:00

I dare you

I have reached my 250th post
Time for you guys to do THE IMPOSSIBLE QUIZ
I DARE YOU
its fun ya :)

The Impossible Quiz

good luck, u sure want it

ep 249

2009-04-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

Wanna be on top

nah im happy as a bottom hehe
i support analeigh and marjorie
u go girls

ep 248

2009-04-20T22:55:00.004+08:00

Sincerity

something i just gotta let out from my heart

Some will play a game with love
And steal your heart away
Some will say those words you wanna hear

But if you look closer
Is it really what it seems
I can give you everything you need

I'm not the one to fill your head with false security
I'm the one with nothing left to lose
Don't be taken in by what you think is honesty
Just realise what i can offer you

I'll be sincere for you
Whatever's gonna happen
I'm sincere for you,I will

Always here for you
Whatever you decide right now
I'm sincere for you, I will

ep 247

2009-04-20T20:49:00.003+08:00

In the end....

......it happens again
I have nothing left to say.

ep 246

2009-04-19T20:57:00.002+08:00

Time to sing the alphabet

how coould i not forget this video
a fun way to sing the alphabet
this from the bollywood movie hum saath saath hain
till nw it still in my head hehe
lets sing people :)

ep 245

2009-04-19T18:38:00.003+08:00

Juz Thinking

Is the colour purple gay?

Some say that it is.
I would like to think the colour is not a one sided colour since girls also like purple like my friend meera.

And i thought pink had always been the colour.

Then i thought if purple is gay that means Barney is also gay la since he is purple.

Meera tells me that some of the people knows that Barney is gay.
But i couldn't believe it that a cute dinosour whom kids love is gay haha.
But the kids doesn't know it, they still young.

Then i think again
Tinkie -winkie from the teletubbies is purple.
And he is so gay carrying that basket.
One time i watch it with my cuzzin.

I dunnola eh.
Time to sing :)

Tinwkie- winkie
Dipsy
Lala
Poh
Teletubbies
Teletubbies
Say hello
A'oh

OH PLEASE.....

ep 244

2009-04-19T15:21:00.009+08:00

a friend indeed

Saturday nite i really had a blast with alif/tiara

didn't wanna go clubbing actually same goes with alif
but all because of danial kan - nak celebrate birthday dier
he was there with his sister - who by the way is sooo pretty
but we sure did have fun at PLAY near the end
only the both of us
daniel had to leave early

the spotlight was on
we the only 2 on stage
and my fave song came up - bottle pop
omg i tell you with the setting goin on, me and alif was putting on a show seh
den next our fave song came up - nobody
woohoo we had fun i tell u
"i want noboy nobody but you" haha

While waiting for first train
me and alif had nothing to do
it was raining summore
it felt good to sleep
but i cant sleep
same goes with alif

so i start taking pictures

nex thing i ask alif to take pics of me

god what have i done haha
i was bored mind u :)

ep 243

2009-04-18T15:55:00.002+08:00

Kyle who?

It was the morning of a holiday and Kyle isn't feeling good about celebrating todays holiday. After he had break up with Farrel yesterday he just doesnt have the mood. Kyle was with his dad at the mosque. While his dad was looking at sheeps being slaughter, Khai was on the phone with Mia. He cannot be with his dad, looking at sheeps being slaughtered alive and blood everywhere - URGHH.

Kyle:Mia, where are you now.
Mia:I'm at home.
Kyel:Not going out later?
Mia:Nah, have to babysit my cousins Sam and Jake, you know them.
Kyle:Ooh they are a toughie.
Mia:Yes i know haha, so how you feeling, still crying over Farrel?
Kyle:I guess so. I love him so much yet he cheated on me.
Mia:Forget about that jerk, hes not good for you, move on ok.
Kyle: Yea you're right, time to move on, its gonna be hard though.
Mia: I know but dont worry i'll be here. C'mon Kyle there are other guys better than Farrel, you treated Farrel so nice, yet you get hurt in the end and that jerk is happy with some other guy. Till i get my hands on him, im so gonna strangle him.
Kyle:Haha thats funny.
Mia:Thats what i wanna hear your laughter. Stop crying ok.
Kyle:How you know i was crying?
Mia: Duh, im your twin, i know my twin friend very well.
Kyle:So true. Oh Mia i gotta go now call you back later.

Kyle's dad was calling for him.Its time for them to go home.In the car, Kyle was looking at the view and thinking about Farrel. He know he shouldn't but he just can't. Kyle started to cry again.

Dad:Son is everything ok?
Kyle:Nah, its ok dad, dont worry.
Dad:Ok then.So tonight going to sleepover at Aunt Edie's house?
Kyle:Yup, tomorrow i have to go back work.
Dad:Ok then, i will send you there tonight since you mum wanna meet her.
Kyle:Oooh goodie, thanks dad.

They reached home and was greeted by Kyle's nephew at the door. Looks like
Kyle's brother and sis-in-law is here. Kyle was really happy to see Danny, his nephew.Finally someone he can be with to forget about Farrel. Kyle just love his nephew, he can be naughty sometimes but Kyle doesn't care.

So the whole day Kyle was spending time with Danny.

So that night Kyle and his parents went to Aunt Edie's house where he be spending the night there.

As the usual when he reach there, he prepares the stuff for work tomorrow.
And use his cousins computer to surf the net.
Kyle decied to delete anything that will make he think of Farrel.
So Kyle decided to delete Farrels pictures and stuffs that Kyle might remember of.

Kyle went to his account and change his info details. When he receceived a message from his inbox. He checked it out and looks like a guy wanted to get to know him. Kyle knew this can be a chance for him to move on. So he replied the guy back and they exchanged numbers and contacts.

Kyle chat with the guy on the messenger knowing that he had to go to bed since he had to wake up early but since he was uploading songs to his mp3 so why not. After the chat, he finally get to know more about the guy. Kyle kinda like him, hes fun, cheerfrul and he did make Kyle laugh and smile again while they were chatting.

Knowing that today ended well, Kyle went to sleep peacefully. Kyle has lost someone but he has met someone new. Before he sleeps he was hoping that he will not undergo this kind of feelings of sadness and hurt again and hopes everything will go well in the future.He had enough with the drama.

ep 242

2009-04-17T19:51:00.002+08:00

Fights

Morning not much is going on
such a very 'mendak' day
i seriously got ntg to do that is just wait for AL B to come and deliver my items
so i went up to my bunk and sleep

even encik was not there
he was attending some commanders sports competition i think

but the boring day turn out hurtful for me
when there was a fight in my office between the storemans

i was doing some paperwork on the comp
didnt bother what the guys were fighting about
but it gets annoying when they start shouting
its like im in the office with some cavemen

cant take it
i tell them to stop
but they wouldnt listen
the fighting was still on
i was so needing encik rite now

keep telling them to stop
but in the end i got hurt
one of them tried to push the other guy
and unluckily he was kinda big n i was standing behind him

i kana pushed by a metal cupboard with him on me
hurting my wrist AGAIN
and my hip
haizzz i got so angry
luckily its not so serious

luckily encik wasnt there
told the guys to stop it or i would tell

even a small matter can really hurt sum1
told myself if theres any fights must really stay very away from it
even better get out of the room haha
seela my wrist hurt again dammit

eben better
when i book out
was on the 975 on the way home
upon reaching CCK mrt station
there was a fight between two guys

i was like oh no not again
the passengers were really looking at them going
as for me i didnt take notice
i just wanna go down from the bus in 1 PIECE, no bruises please
had enough hurtful moments for the day

my waist hurts
walking kinda hurts now abit
feel like going home and thats it
im not going out anymore
home is safe enough hehe

ep 241

2009-04-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

Either you're in or you're out

Just finish watching Project Runway.
Poor thing the lady who never listen to Tim lose the challenge.
Tim did inform her to lower down on the ruffles since it was too much on a dress.
Listening to herself more than what Tim had said, she just go on with it.
After the runway, the judges didnt like it at all.
even that resident bitch,Nina have no comment at all - thats sad.

15 april at about 6.30 am
got woke up by the comms
the guards were going to raise the flag
and waiting for me to play the song
so i quickly put it on

after all that
get some sleep again
until i wake up at 7 again

check up that the keys are in
all the paperwork is done
just waiting for the DO to check n settle everything

such a great morning
hearing the birds chirping
while waiting for the next duty clerk to arrive, i read on my book
which i had bought from Borders two days ago
its 30 bux n its worth it.

i was so focus in reading my book
that didnt take notcie who comes in and out of the room
until one of the sargent disturbs me
telling me that i didnt close one of the key press books

i did close it yesterday
the DO also had checked i close it
is he blind or what
so i show the evidence
kesian he so paiseh
in the end ask for his branch keys

come on la
just beacause this my first time doing duty clerk
u wanna start pointing out my mistakes
when i know im doing my best already
i know you are a few ranks higher than me
and laojiao here - izzit how they say it
but tolong jangan keretla

ok enough bitching hehe
i went to open up the CO office
heard the loud engine of a car
looks like encik is here

he went to greet me in the office
me so happy to see him
i continue my reading while encik gather evryone to fall in for first parade
take thier attendance

at 8 julian finally came
to take over me
i had the papwerwork ready for him
dunt want to keep waiting
and im out

im free from that room
woohoo
make my way to qm branch
no one was in except Sgt Hamli
as usual he likes to disturb me
but i dun give a damn

so i continue reading my book for awile
until i cant tahan
i went up to my bunk to sleep

set my alarm at 10.30
but it was raining
and ooh i cant get myself to wake up hehe
so continue sleeping
until 11.30
a call from my phone wake me up
it was encik asking for me
telling him that i was at my bunk sleeping
there he goes scolding me
but what to do i need my duty rest wat

he told me that ALb had been waiting quite a long time
and no one was in the office
so i quickly went down
eyes still tired hehe
osama, one of the ALB staff was waiting outside
very angry
keep apologizing to him and settle the paperwork before they go

so was browsing throught enciks computer
then he walks in with 5 guys
encik gave me a something to do
so i helped him
while he settle the 5 guys

u know what they waiting for?
an off pass that is
one by one ask encik for an off pass
because each of them have medical appointment
different time differetn place different timing
encik was goin next next next
then after evryone is done
he looked at me and ask if i want an off pass too
i just laughed away and tell him i wanna go back sleep

today not much things to do
just do some indent
help encik with paperwork

so was watching tv with encik
and an indonesian drama was on
then encik jokes around with me
talking to me in indon
man hes funny

its 5pm
i went to change to my cv
yees im going home
went to meet amirrul at yishun
even though hes at a diff camp
but we will still remain buddies

met him at yishun
thoguth he wanan go home
but he wanna meet his bf instead
so we took 39
he stopped at pasir ris
while i stopped at the Tamp JC
and wallked alll the way home

before i end this
just wanna say
happy birthday to my bestie Raihan
will be celebrating his birthday soon

ep 240

2009-04-13T00:59:00.002+08:00

good friday izzit

and i confuse myself that it was saturday hahaz

the holiday on friday make me thought that it was saturday
since yesterday was a working day and i kept thinking it was friday
since i usually do my duty on friday
my bad my bad

so on good friday
spend most of my time sleeping in the day
until at night time
when one after another calls me up if wanna meet

first it was my sec sch friend hisham
then my parents
then my friends

wah 3 things to do tonight

first my friends wanna ask if wanna mit tonight go PLAY
then my parents ask me if wanna go expo shopping coz of the john little mega sale
then hisham ask me out to go buy a necklace with him at Tampines Mall

i told hisham that im going out wif my parents later
but hisham insist to meet me since its only for a short while
then ok la so i meet up with hisham first
told my parents that i meet them later at expo

so took a shower
and change to what i wanna wear tonight
seriously i dunno what to wear
so i just go for the collar top with a t-shirt outside
i was in a hurry
do up my face
do up my hair
and went off

hisham keep asking me if im ready to go
he thought that im still living from my previous house
which was like 2 blocks away from his house
so that we can walk from there

after telling him that i moved house
he was really shocked
but relax im still in tamp i tell him
but far from central

so reached tamp interchange
go so many people
what you expect since its a holiday
making my way to Tampines Mall
i found out that Tampines 1 is open
will be going there soon but not now

met up with hisham
and first thing i ask
what necklace you looking for
izzit for your girl or what
coz i thought he was looking for those jewellery kind
then find out just those normal accesories for guys
and he dunno where to look

ler i thought what seh
so we went to X-Craft look for accesories
we start talking about our life
find out that hisham is in CD as a medic and instructor
cool good for him

so hisham got the things he wanted
and its 6pm
called my parents where they were
and they just reached expo

so i say goodbye to hisham
till we meet again
and i went to take the train to expo

reached expo
alot of people
hard to walk by
called my mum
she n my dad at hall 5
make my way there
into the hall i go
went searching for my parents

found my dad
my mum was somehwere at the home section
i was with my dad looking for clothes and pants
got myself 3 tops and 2 pants
then got myself some facial products for me and my sis

my dad got some clothes and pants too

my mum got herself some bedsheets
which was on offer

and in total
we spend of about 260 bux
god thats alot

then this shopper gave me a $10 off coupon
wow thank you i must say
gave to my mum so the total of our spending cut off my 10 bux
thats good enuff

after the shopping
i must say i was tiring
and its 9pm
thought of meeting my friends now
but then my dad needs my help to get something

we went to the next hall
and its an exhbition of IT stuff
my dad say that he wana get a new camera
and since im the one good in this
so he need my help

after browsing and all
i tell my dad to get the olympus camera
the functions is good
the picture quality is good
and the price is good - cheap i mean

my dad ask the assistant about the camera i chose
the assistant agrees with me hehez
so my dad get the model BUT he get it in YELLOW
when the SILVER one is the nicest - to me la

i ask my mum why of all the colours he had to choose yellow
my mum say just go with it la
your dad is the one who wants it
hes paying for it

ok lor

so we got what we wanted
time to go home
making my way back to expo mrt station
i checked the time its 11pm

then i thought
its only a station away to changi airport
and i wanna see my camp mates before they leave for taiwan

so as my parents make thier way back home
i went to changi airport
make my way to terminal one

i never tell my camp mates that i was meeting them
so i try to find them
found some familiar faces from my camp
but cant seem to find my branch guys

then someone called my name
it was mat
hahaz instead of me finding them they find me
they were surpised that im here

all the branch guys n my seargents were there
finally i got to see them before they leave
even my encik was there
so was with them
talk cock with them before they leave
they really sad that im not coming with them
haizz what to do
maybe next time i guess

at about 12 going to 1
they make a move
only left me and my encik
as they go i give them flying kisses hahaz
my encik was laughing away watchin me do that

im so gonna miss them
1 month without them
gonna be lonely in camp

after all the goodbyes
took a cab and met up with my frens at maxwell
didnt enter play until after 2
so i lepak2 with them
we had a great time

im so happy to have such great friends
in and out of camp
even with my family around
im not alone as i know it

this has been such a good friday i tell you
but still......

i am missing someone and you know who you are :)
time and work has apart us
but i will always think of u
luv u n miss u muackz

ep 239

2009-04-12T06:03:00.002+08:00

31st MAY

this day is surely to remember one

3 things happening on this day

1st: IT IS MY BIRTHDAY
2nd: MY BEST FRIEND MEERA IS MIGRATING TO PERTH
3rd: I GOT DUTY

STREZZ STREZZ STREZZ

ep 238

2009-04-12T05:28:00.004+08:00

Pictures

been a long time since i use my cam hp
well the hp cant be use anymore
since it cant read sim card anymore
but the functions can still be use
thought of repairing
but my mum suggest just buy a new one

so thought of taking a few pics
been long time i took pics of myself hehe

took a pic of the slurpee cup,the mushroom cutela

pics of me in my room,sorry messy

me and my friends

me with tiara

dun even ask why i have the hat on

shidah and danial

last but not least my cute little nephew hehe

ep 237

2009-04-09T23:33:00.003+08:00

the day my heart starts beating faster

can't sleep
just got home from camp after a long day

my last day doing COS duty for the month
and i have to do duty clerk next tuesday
hafta ask Amirrul to help me how to do it

i wanted to change it to another day coz got Jihan on dat day, the new inodnesia drama from suria
unless theres a tv in the ops room i will be able to perform my duty
as long im not disturbed by the time of 9.30pm to 10.30pm haha

my friend meera has continued my story again from where i stopped
so if you guys wanna see what happen next go to her blog ok
me not doin anymore stories
i created too much drama and suspense in my story
that i myself is confuse with all the drama and suspense

thursday went back to camp as per normal
just finish my 2 day mc from a terrible flu
now my mum and sister has caught on it
it has spread me so sorry

camp was so quiet
well most people going taiwan got off today
the only one left at my branch is me, my encik, khairil and ritzuan

went into my branch
and waddya noe
the place was so messy
packets of food lying around
trash here and there
tables messy
god its so untidy

in my head i was thinking
what the hell happen yesterday
if sgt andie sees this he gonna get angry
so i clean it up fast2

soon sgt andie and sgt yus came along
sgt yus settle some stuff from ALB
i was prepared for sgt andie
knowing i was not in camp for 2 days maybe he bising or wat
but nope he cared for me askinf if i was feeling any better

coz nowadays in my branch the guys like to play mc
chao keng here n there
even when i report sick outside n got 2 days mc
got a call from office as my fren ask what sickness i got since sgt andie wanna know
haha this is really serious

today was damn boring i say
wanna do work also can't
some more i was on duty
even damn boring
but whatever it is i will try to do what i can
settling the paperwork and stuff before sgt andie starts lecturing me

then lunchtime
my encik thought of ordering macdonalds for the branch guys
then he thought of ordering that golden pillow
i heard of it before but never try it
this golden pillow is this big bun inside is the filling of curry chicken or curry mutton whateverla

so for lunch
i had golden pillow with curry mutton and curry chicken fillings woohooo
its was great
but seriously cant eat too much curry
coz the next thing
i sure have to go shit

in the end
i did have to go shit
my stomach cant take it i guess

went back to the office
heard that ritzuan going ALB and 5sir
i was thinking of coming along since no one wants to and ritzuan alone is going only
sgt andie lets me go and a bonus he let me look for this particular girl call Jeslynn

so what does this Jeslynn got to do with me
ever since i've been concentrating on indents and stuff
i've been calling this girl again and again from ALB
and waddya know i kinda like calling her
and she finds me a nightmare calling her
how amazing
sgt andie seems to like it
but what i wanna know was how she look like
sgt andie gave me an impression that she is a fat one
but from her voice i dont think she is

so this ALB trip im gonna meet Jeslynn face to face
after talking to her soo many times on the phone
i finally saw her
n she is not even fat
she is just average only she look nerdy with her specs

trying to meet her for the first time
makes my heart beat like mad haha
me shy wat

so in the end got what i wanted
thanks to her
what i mean is items that i indented

so finish our trip at ALB
sadly cant go 5sir
thought of meeting my friend there
but the person we wanna return stores have returned home
other time ya

the time was 4pm i remember
reached back camp
relax for awile
more like slacking for 30 minutes hehe

then oh look
last parade
those guys just cant wait to book out ya
knowing tomorrow is a holiday
sad that i cant book out
me on duty COS

so evryone book out
except the duty personnel
me and encik were in the office seriously had nothing to do
encik then watch this scary movie
i dont feel like watching it

i ask encik if i can go home
coz COS is not really needed anymore
thats what i heard
so he let me go

being excited
in the end i decided to clean up the office
clean up the tables
the computers
sweep here and there
and finally decied to mop the floor

so took the mop and pail from my bunk
get it down to the office
as i was about to mop
my encik tells me to pick someone up at DB
haizz orang nak balik ader keje lagi nak buat
i tell my encik i wanna mop first before i go
my encik tell me to mop later and fetch this person

of all the peaople
i have to go DB
well since im the only one who is able to go out camp
so i have to do it lor

got the info from the duty clerk
found out that i was fecthing my fren Amin
hes finally out
his wife is so gonna be happy

so i took the rover
n went to DB
i felt such a noob going there
the place is sooo quiet

first thing i stepped out from the rover
is this big dog that keep staring at me
oh my im scared
i ask the driver to follow me in
no way am i going alone

the guys over there knew who we are here for
and let us in
the next thing i was surprised when the dog starts barking
aiyo damn scary leh
one of the guards laugh at me
tak baik tau

lucky the dog was behind the gate
if it got out pengsan aku

so we do the necessary stuff
was told to wait in the waiting room before Amin can be release
since he is doing sumthing i dunnola

so me and the driver entered the room
then there is this mp guy on the fone
i seem to recognize the face
suddenly it hit me
omg its him
its him its him its him its him
alamk i dunno what to do
and again my heart starts beating
i sat by the last row of chairs
start playing around with my handphone
act busy hehe
then i give up and look up

did he notice me, did he, did he
my heart starts beating even more faster.
he knew why we are here
he changed the channel of the tv to channel 5 how kind of him
he leaves the room

my heart still beating fast
finally i get to see him in person
he didnt notice me at all
he dint know that was me
blame me la i was wearing specs

the show dun forget the lyrics was on
while waiting for Amin, we watch it
it was so much fun laughing away
as the 2 guys tries to guess the lyrics
what more funny is how they sing the song
oh ya the back up dancers LAME

but still my heart was beating fast
need to tell him im here
but im shy
i wanted to call him but scared i disturb him
so me and the driver continue watching the show

few mins later
one of the guards came in and tell us that Amin is finishing soon
thats good to hear
i mean what time already seh
i cant stop looking at my watch
hoping im nt stuck here until 10

luckily it didnt end at 10
at about 9 plus
me the driver and Amin leave the place
Amin was so happy to see me
he never knew that im gonna fetch him of all the people
i got no choice i was the only person available

so we all make our way back to camp
luckily DB and my camp is not that far away

we reached camp
bring him to my encik
where they start talking
while i start moping
yes i will not leave the camp
until i mop the office hehe

so in the end
me and amin went home together
we take a cab back home
drop myself at CCK
gave him 10 bux
told him to keep it
i tell him you help me once before now i help you back ok
and lastly before i leave the cab
i tell him dont forget to come back on monday

so Amin went straight home
while i take the mrt home

seriously thursday had been a long day
of the different places i go and the people i finally get to meet
its just mind-blowing haha

about that guy
i finally meet him face 2 face
he is really surpised im at his camp
there will be one time we will meet when you least expected
cant believe it came true seh

oh and finally
I WILL NEVER GO TO DB AGAIN AT NIGHT

ep 236

2009-04-07T08:08:00.004+08:00

My best friend's wedding ending pt 3

They exchange rings.
Vows has been said.
It has been finalised.

Meera and Shahid is married.

Shahid give Meera a kiss on the forehead.
Meera just cant stop blushing.

Meera(in mind): I am married,really i am married, shahid is my husband, this is it, i no longer single.
Shahid:Meera you ok or not.
Meera: I cant believe i am married.(cries a bit)
Shahid:Dont think too much, you know that i am by your side always.I am your husband.
Meera: Okok.

Khairul:Woohoooo shes married finally.
Lina:Oh god would you please relax stop jumping around.
Dee:Haha funny.Meera is the one to be happy but Khai is the one getting excited.

The newlyweds went to Meera's parents to give thier blessing as husband and wife.

Meera's Mum:Oh Meera im so proud of you
Meera's Dad: Me too Meera. After all this while you been single i thought you wwill never get married.But when Shahid came, see what happen now.
Meera's Mum:Its just a miracle that she got married.
Meera:You telling me miracle, you guys the one telling me to hurry up with the wedding ceremony. I would think more like a setup than a miracle ok.
Meera's Mum:Haha relax we know we did you wrong abit, but if you keep holding back you will not get married soon,Shahid also say the same thing to me and your Dad.

Meera gave the look to Shahid after finding out he is also behind this.
Shahid just gave Meera a smile.
Then his phone rang.

Shahid:Excuse me ,gotta take this call.

Shahid:Hey Aishah.
Aishah:So hows eveyrthing izzit going as plan.
Shahid:Yup me and Meera are married now.
Aishah:Oh congrats, like so whatever.
Aishah:Now do what you are suppose to do.
Aishah:Dont make any wrong movement.
Shahid:Ok will do.

Shahid puts down the phone looking all nervous.
What is he to do now.
This is the final lap.
He has to do it

Khai:Ok guys lets head to the balcony,everyone is waiting for the new bride and groom ya.
Meera:Oh Shahid, come lets go.

They all make thier way to the balcony where the wedding reception is held.

Evryone was happy to see the new bride and groom.

Meera starts blushing as she sees her colleauges and employees from her company.
Her friends and relatives was there.

Meera suddenly saw someone she seen before.
Meera stopped and went to her.

Meera:Hi there,I'm sorry but may i know who are you,you seem familiar.
Aishah:Meera,you forgot who i am.
Aishah:Its me tisha.
Meera:OMG Tisha, you are here,this is just amazing.
Meera:But how do you know?
Aishah:About you getting married,tell your groom.
Meera:Shahid????
Aishah:Yup we were friends in college.
Meera:This is so cool.Dee!!!.There is someone i want you to meet.
Dee walked up to them.

Dee:Who izzit Meera.
Meera:You remember Tisha?
Dee:Tisha,you serious?
Aishah:Its me, im here.
Dee:Oh Tisha how are you

Dee hug her tightly.

Aishah:Im doin ok.
Meera:You know Aishah and Shahid knows each other.
Dee:What serious.
Aishah:Ya we went back since college.

Meera:Shahid,theres someone looking for you.
Shahid:Who izzit dear,

Shahid walks up to the ladies and was shocked to see Aishah there.

Aishah:Hi Shahid.
Shahid:Oh my Aishah what you doing here, i thought you not coming.
Aishah:Haha, silly you, how cn i not miss my friends wedding.

The DJ starts playing a medley of hindi songs.
Lina was calling for Meera and Dee to join in.

Meera:Ok you two, we catch up with you later,cmon Dee lets dance.

Meera and Dee joins Lina leaving Shahid and Aishah.

Shahid:WTF are you doing here.
Aishah:Just watching you.
Shahid:I'm gonna do what you told me.
Aishah:Well im having second thoughts.
Aishah:Tell me Shahid, you have already fallen in lov with Meera havent you?
Aishah:Cmon shahid.
Shahid:Yes yes i have fallen for her,i thought this will not happen, i was so on with the plan didnt think about falling in love with her but as time goes by.....
Aishah:You fall head over heels for her didnt you.
Shahid:Yes Aishah and i cant take it anymore,please stop all this,its just stupid.
Aishah:No i will not i still want my revenge.
Shahid:Do as you please, im not doing this.

Shahid gave back the gun to Aishah secretly.

Aishah:Dont you walk back on me,your parents is still under my hands.

Shahid forgot about his parents.
Meera was calling for him to join in.
He shake his head and joins in with the ladies.

Aishah:Shahid you are so gonna pay for this.

Khai was at the lobby talking to Armaan on the phone.
He was missing Armaan too much talking on the phone.
Khai forgot the things goin on at the balcony.

Suddenly he heard a gunshot at the blacony.
Khai quickly put down the phone and went to the balcony.
The place was dark, the lights had been taken out.
Everyone was screaming.

Then there was another gunshot.

Khai:OMG what the hell is going on around here.

Khai make his way through all those people to find Meera and the rest.

Khai:Meera i found you finally.What is going on.
Meera:I dunno im scared.Wheres Dee wheres Lina.Wheres my parents.
Khai:Relax,I saw Lina and Dee went into the hotel same goes with your parents.Shahid was helping them.
Meera:Oh thnk god.
Khai:C'mon lets get out of here.

Khai and Meera grabbed each others hand n try to make thier way through into the hotel.

Aishah was going trigger happy shooting here and there.

Khai and Meera suddenly bumped to Aishah.

Meera was shocked to see that Aishah was doing all this.
Aishah point the gun at both of them.
Both of them starts running away from her.

Aishah got her target and pulls the trigger.

Meera:Nooooooooo!!!

Shahid heard Meera screaming.
He ran to them to protect them.
He was shot in the end.

Shahid fell flat on the floor.
Meera and Khai went to see who has saved them.
Meera turned the body over and was choked to see it was Shahid.

Meera:Noooo, Shahid .
Shahid:Meera and Khai go save yourself quick.Aishah is going after you guys.
Khai:C'mon Meera we got no time to lose.

But they were too late and got knocked down by Aishah.

Meera fell beside Shahid.
She try to reach for his hand same goes for Shahid trying to reach for her hand.
But Shahid was taken away by someone and Meera start losing her conscious.

Meera(in mind):Shahid don't leave me.

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ep 235

2009-04-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

Just Dance, ep 235

heard this remix at PLAY
and i fell in love with it

Now PLAY look much better after the renovation
the stage is bigger
the dancefloor is bigger
now the DJ area has its own area by the corner
which was suppose to be our corner previously
the entrance to the club has also changed
overall i just love it

last 3 days was clubbing like mad
friday went to play
sat went to play
sun went to zirca

but in the end its get bored
from friday evrything was all great
saturday gets boring
sunday even worse

zirca is great
the place is big
but the bad thing is the music is tooo damn loud
me and my friends went off early
my ears is still stuck inside as of now
cant hear properly haha

so i guess lets not go zirca until i really MISS that place

and today i gotten sick
got a slight fever
blame me i know
need to go back camp tmr if the fever dies down
or ill be taking mc tmr

i changed my blog abit
the picture and the music
the picture is kinda cute hehe
the song i just luv it
im a fan of BoA

got to hear of her new songs from her very 1st album in the US
before that she is a big hit in Japan and Korea
i luv her korean and japanese songs which i still do now
now she is moving her way to the US
first time liste ning to her album all in english
and she even do an english version of her korean song Girls On Top
but i still prefer the korean version
but good job BoA
will support you.

ep 234

2009-04-04T05:33:00.003+08:00

my best friend's wedding, ending pt 2

Khai has been waiting for Shahid for about 30 minutes at Shahids place.
Khai knew that they are a bit late already.
The driver is already waiting outside for the groom.

Finally Shahid came out looking kinda down.

K: Is everything ok, you look different.
S:I guess i'm having the jitters, its my wedding day ya.
K:Haha, be happy, this is your day with Meera, enjoy your day to the fullest ok man.
S:Yeah will do,thanks
K:Ok lets get moving we are already late to pick up Meera.

S:Ok Khai you go on ahead. I need to touch up on my face abit.
K:Ok whatever i be waiting in the car.

As Khai leaves the house to the car, Shahid went quickly to his room and get the gun from Aishah. And both of them make a move to Meera's place to fetch the bride.

While on the way in the car....

K:Shahid im curious, why your parents not coming to your wedding.
S:Oh.....erm....didnt Meera tell you.
K:Ya i heard they had to attend to something very important for a few weeks but they didnt tell you where.
S:Yup thats it.
K:But what kind of parents wouldnt wanan come on your wedding day.
S:Dont worry Khai, i got a call from my mum they be coming home soon and attend the wedding.
K:Oh ok.

What Khai doesn't know is Shahid is in deep shit as his parents is under Aishah's control.
Aishah has kidnapped his parents and in order for him to get them back he has to do Aishah's dirty work and in return get some cash.When actually the money for the wedding is not Shahid's but Aishah's.

Shahid tried to call the police but Aishah has planned to torture his parents if the police knew about it. So Shahid didnt do it.

At Meera's place........

Lina:Khai just called, he is with Shahid now and they gonna fetch you soon.
Meera:Phew ok then, i thought they forget or something.
Lina:Khai,forgetting this,no way.
Meera:Dee how you holding up,you look tired.
Dee:Dont worry Meera, im ok, its just the pain from this contractions making me tired.
Meera:Haizz Dee you should have just stayed here and not come with us.
Dee:Yeah right, no way am i gonna miss my best friends wedding in what condition i am.
Meera:Okok whatever you say.

Lina:Oh look the groom has arrived.

Lina saw Khai and Shahid going out from a car and entering the house.

Lina:They are here.You ready Meera?
Meera:Yes I am.

The girls lookin aww as Meera stands to put on the veil.
Meera looks just stunning and beautiful in the dark velvet gown.

Dee:God Meera you look so beautiful.
Lina:So true.
Meera:C'mon guys dont make me blush ya.Are you guys ready?
Lina & Dee:Yes we are.
Meera:Ok then lets go now.Khai and my future husband is waiting downstairs.

They make thier way down to the living room whre the guys are waiting.
Khai and Shahid both stand up as they see Meera and the girls coming down.

Khai:Wow, you look UGLY.
Meera:WHAT!
Khai:Haha relaxla you look beautiful, im just playingt around.Im so happy i pick the right wedding gown for you.

Shahid:Enough jokes Khai time to get serious here.
Khai:I can see that,Shahid stop shakingla,damn you nervous seeing Meera.
Shahid:Well its the first time i see her so beautiful. Shes like an angel.

Meera was blushing away as she make her way to Shahid.
Shahid look at Meera deeply in her wedding gown.
He is so happy for Meera,today is the happiest day for her and he gonna ruin this happy moment any time now.He is so angry and sad right now.
Meera saw abit of tears coming out from Shahid's eyes.

Meera:Dear are you ok?
Shahid:Yes evrythings gonna be fine.You gonna be fine.I will never leave you by your side.Lets go now we are late for the wedding reception.

The guys and bride and groom make thier way to the hotel for the wedding reception.

want to sleep :) later readers

ep 233

2009-04-02T20:35:00.003+08:00

my best friend's wedding, ending pt 1
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its sunday
yup its meeras wedding today
all the planning has been done
all has been set up
the day seems to be great and it doesnt seem to rain on this gracious day
the wedding at the balcony gonna be a great one
i have done my part finally
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Khai was thinking of what he had gone through the past few days as he take a shower to get ready for the wedding.

Meera:OH MY GOD,ITS TODAY TODAYIS THE DAY,THE DAY D DAY.
Lina:Yes Meera I know the day you get married,now relax will you.
Meera:No i will not relax,I'm nervous ok Lina.Today i will never be the single lady i am yesterday.
Dee:Meera tell me,do you love shahid.
Meera: yeah.
Dee:Do you wanna be with him?
Meera:Yeah.........maybe........i dunno
Dee:Do you wanna get married to Shahid?
Meera: Hmmm......Yes........I dunno.
Dee:Haizz maybe i should stop asking you gonna get worse hehe.
Lina:Yeah Dee stop it, dont want Meera to start have second thoughts ya.
Meera:Ok guys enough with the games lets get ready for the wedding.

So the ladies get ready putting on thier make up and stuff and helping Meera with the wedding dress.

???:So are you ready, today is the day, no cock ups.
Shahid:Haizz i dunno.Its hard.
???:You do what you have to do.Im paying you big money to get rid of them.
Shahid:But Aishah
Aishah:No buts, I want it done,either you get rid of them or i will get rid of you.
Shahid:Ok i will do it.
Aishah:Thats what i wanna hear, kill Meera and Dee and you will claim your prize.
Aishah:Now leave me be.

Shahid leaves the room.

Aishah sitting by the window takes the picture from the corner table.
She looked at the picture of Meera,Dee and her during thier secondary school days.

Aishah:Finally after all this years,you both are so gonna pay for what you done to us.

Aishah starts laughing evilly while crossing out Meera and Dee face.

continue later....i wanna sleep hehe :)

ep 232

2009-03-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

Don't interrupt, RUDE, ep 232

ep 231

2009-03-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

F U C K ME, ep 231

Love me
Hate me
So what you want about me

ep 230

2009-03-23T23:41:00.003+08:00

PAIN, ep 230

monday blues at camp
well not for me
reach camp
first ting was doing my fieldpack 7 items

and then news arrives
that im one of the peaople that would be activated when they need me
oh my god
im so.......i dunno what to say

are you serious
me in this
my officer has been trying to support me
keep asking why i am in when im a stay out personnel and summore im a 302
beats me

maybe this camp
jus wanna see me suffer
wanna experiment me
i dunno

what the hell is going on
even my parents is shock about this thingy
why i got chosen for this
god im nt even ready or prepared
i dun even noe wat to do

this i not even fun
im nt prepared for it
in the end i injured my wrist for doing to much heavyload
it really hurts alot

my right wrist hurts alot
the next few days gonna be tough for me
i hate this
my parents hate to see me suffer

what am i to do
even i complain
will it be heard
NOOOOO
it sux big time

ep 229

2009-03-22T07:08:00.000+08:00

my best friend's wedding pt 6, ep 229

While waiting for Dee and her family, Khai have a coffee break talking to Armaan who is at Germany now.

K:"Hi dear how is things there?"
A:"Its the same as always.I met your aunt and he ask when you coming back?"
K:"Haizz she miss me doesnt she."
A:"Like duh,same goes with me here."
K:"Haha i also miss you too dear."
K:"So you coming for the wedding right?"
A:"I'm not sure i will try."
K:"Hmmm dont worry, i be happy if you can come."

D:"Hi Khai,sorry we are late."

K:"Dear i gotta go now,Dee and her family is here time for us to go."
A:"You take care k. Have a nice flight and say hi to meera for me."
K:"Will do. K then bye"

K:"Not to worry Dee.Come lets go."

Not to miss the flight both of them went to the securities to check thier stuff and all when all of a sudden Khai heard something.

???:"DEEEEE!!!"
D:"Erm who is that."
K:"I know that voice."

Khai turned and he was surpirsed to see Meera and Lina.
Meera was running towards Dee going for a hug.
As per usual shouting here and there.Tears everywhere
Same old same old.

Khai was all confused while those 2 are still talking at this hour.
Its the last call for the flight and no one is moving.

K:"Erm are we gonna take this flight now.You know we are already late."
L:"Not to worry Khai.Ronnie is here to pick us up with his jet."
K:"So you telling me that we going to Perth by jet now."
L:"Yup so true."

So Lina,Dee and her family,Khai went off to Perth by Ronnie's jet.

Its 6pm and they have reached Meera's house.
Meera showed them each to thier rooms.
Khai was so tired from the flight that he just drop to the bed and snores away.

Not to disturb Khai, Dee, Lina and Meera had thier dinner with the family.

D:"So Meera,you nervous about the wedding.Its only a few days to the big day."
M:"Ya i know,so much to do so little time.You too have not much time.You gonna have a baby soon."
D:"Haha,yup but not to worry about your wedding Meera, Khai told me that he had plan your wedding and stuff so the only thing left is your wedding gown."
M:"Oh that,he did told me he had brought 3 wedding gowns for me and wanted me to choose one.
L:"Oh this gonna be cool we all gonna get to see Meera dressing up which she dont like."
M:"Guys please you do have to give your honest opinion ok about how I look in the gown."
D:"Haha no prob."

The 3 ladies continue on thier conversation while having thier dinner.
Meera's parents and the maid was busy busy with Dee's children trying to feed them when they just wanted to play and run around the dining room.

That is until Dee start scolding them to sit down and be quiet.

Khai woke up at 8.
Trying to figure out where is he now.
Then a knock came from the door and Meera came in.
He then realised he is at Meera's house.

K:"Hey Meera"
M:"Evening sleepyhead. How u doing, still sleepy izzit."
K:"Nah, but im damn hungry."
M:"Haha i knew it, thats why i have brought dinner for you."
K:"Ooh thanks Meera."

Meera put the tray of dishes at the table by the corner.

M:"So I heard that you brought me 3 wedding gowns for me to see."
K:"Nope I dodnt bring it. You have to see it tomorrow.Ita at the bridal shop."
M:"Oh ok.So you got any clue how this gowns look like."
K:"Nope not telling you. lets just say that they are of your fave colour."
M:"Ooh nice."
K:"Better wake up early tommorow.Its gonna be a long day for you and me."
M:"On the wedding stuff?"
K:"Duh. Oh ya dont forget you owe me lots of cheesecake."
M:"Yeah whatever, go have your dinner."

With that Meera leave Khai to have his dinner.

The next day,Meera Khai Lina and Dee was wat the bridal shop as Meera tries on the gowns.
She was happy and excited that the gowns are just damn beautiful and she doesnt know which one to choose.Khai really ahd great taste.

M:"Wow Khai they are really beautiful, I just dont know which one to choose.Girls, which one do you like."
L:I prefer the purple one, it looks nice on you the cutting is also nice.
D:"Ya true."
M:"How about you Khai."
K:"I like the black and the purple one,but after looking at you putting it on, i agree with the girls."
M:"Ok then the purple one it is."

Meera is so excited, she cant wait to wear it on her wedding day.

So the wedding dress is settled.

Next,Khai bring the girls to this hotel where the wedding ceremony gonna be held.
Khai showed the girls where the wedding gonna be held, its gonna be at the balcony overlooking the pond of the park. The girls just love it,the scenery is so nice.So nice and sweet. Khai then add again in case it rains on that day, theres nothing to worry has he has planned to make the ceremony in the hall too.

Khai showed the girls whats the theme of the wedding gonna be like.
The colours chosen,the flowers,the china, the decorations,the food,the music.
Thers a bit of changes here and there but
In all, Meera's beginning to like it.

They all then rest at the balcony having tea before they set for home.

M:"Thanks Khai,you've done alot for me."
K:"No problem Meera, like i said i will handle it."
M:"Its just what i dream about."

Meera leave her seat and walk around.

M:"Only 3 days left im gonna marry here.I can imagine the people, the music, the food."
K:"Not to forget the hindi songs gonna be played."
M:"Haha without it my wedding is not complete."
K:"So true."
L:"That means you so have to dance Meera.Im so gonna make you dance on that day."
D:"Ooh yes ah.I wanna see that."
K:"Oh yeah i been waiting for that."
M:"Oh no im so dead."

K:"Haha no need to worry la you know on that day evrybody gonna be dancing to wat."
K:"Ok guys lets head home. Its been a tiring day for us ya settling the wedding stuff."

L M D: "Yeah.Lets go home."

So they all went home tired and relieve especially Meera knowing that the wedding stuff is settled thanks to Khai.

ep 228

2009-03-20T22:58:00.004+08:00

a personal entry, ep 228

so happy to be at home
mostly i would be with my friends clubbing on a friday night
but well my fave club is close for renovations
so home is where i wanna be

i really like my new home
just small and cozy
went home from camp with mat and ritzuan
thought i be going home late alone
then i met mat outside his store
thought he had went home

so i thought we both went home togetherla
since we both stay at tamp
wiaitng for mat
i had to finish pack up my field bag - 7 items
next week is alert red
had to be in standby mode
and next monday my superiors is checking my fieldbag
god its been a long time since i pack my fieldbag

mat and me went home taking 168 to tamp
we start talking and gossiping about our camp mates
mostly this particular guy
which i think evryone in my branch dont like him
i also dont like him

lets just say his personality stinks big time
he is just like me, same rank
but he like to arrow people to do his work
even those higher rank than him

on my way home
tried to call Farouk
but cant get him
nvr pick up my calls
guess he must be busy
he say he would be free tomorrow
good for him
he been busy with the events happening at his camp

haiz i have also been busy too at camp
packing up stores for the exercise at taiwan
for 1 whole week
its like so last minute
the store guys know who is to blame
but what can we do
suck thumb loh

my buddy has now been posted to another camp
sad for me since now its me only
the only 302 in camp now
people in camp keep asking where is my buddy now
all i can say he has post to a new camp
but inside i feel like scolding the guys who keep asking me the same question again and again

i thought me and amirrul gonna stick together in camp
until we ord
we both ord on the same date ya
but you know fate is a terrible thing
a terrible thing that separates me and my buddy

when i got to know that i going for recourse
i then found out that amirrul gonna post out to another camp
inside me i was like oh no this not happening im alone again
the posting was like sudden news to my branch and to me
but i had a feeling that my commanders had something to do with it
planning to break us up

but oh whatever
life has to go on
i still had my guy beside me
thinking of him evrytime

now that im alone
but im nt alone when i think of him
i really mizz him
tried to call him and msg him when i can
we both are very busy people
yeah we are

i wanna sae fuck you
to youtube
for deleting my account
now all my creations is gone
i dunno what i have violated
there is no copyright law i have broken
youtube sux big time

but still......the deletion of my account

inspired me to create new videos
haha thats interesting i tell you.

i dunno y
i dun like to look at sanjay
one of the guy in my camp
one look i feel like slapping him
hes a JERK
ok done that
im so happy

Farouk
i love you
i miss you
i wanna hug you
dunwan to let you go :)

ep 227

2009-03-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

Trapped in the cupboard, ep 227

No its not me who's trapped in it.
before i went to bed.
I was browsing through youtube videos.
And i come upon this.

Damn funny i tell you.
This is the parody of R Kelly's many parts of Trapped in a Closet.

You should watch it if you like the drama and tension.

ep 226

2009-03-15T22:18:00.003+08:00

my best friend's wedding pt 5, ep 225

looks like my story is getting intresting ya.
luv the ppl for reading my story ya
so lets continue part 5

Armaan told Khai everything that he has to say and it looks like Khai was much to be blamed about it.Well it is.

K:"I'm sorry Armaan for being late."
K:"If i had come sooner this wouldn't happen."
A:"Now you know."
K:"Okok i'm sorry.I just hate it when I see his face.You still remember that incident."
A:"Yeah i know Khai.How Suhaimi almost tear us apart when all of it was all planned by him and my ex."
K:"Yeah i thought i almost lost you that time when this terrible event happened."
A:"Don't worry Khai, you know i will always love you and i will not go back to that slut."
A:"You have been truthful to me rather than him."
A:"Lets not ponder over the past.Lets finish our lunch so i can get back to work."
K:"Okok."

They both had thier lunch happily.Knowing that they are not gonna be disturbed again.
Khai tells Armaan about his meeting with Dee and the confirmation of the flight.
He was hoping Armaan could come with him to Perth but looks like Armaan could not make it as he had to fly back to Germany tonight for his business meeting.

So it looks like Khai will be flying off with Dee then to meet Meera.

Its 10 pm Khai say goodbye to Armaan before he flies off to Germany.

K:"Goodbye my dear."
A:"Bye sayang."
K:"Don't forget to call me when you reach there."
A:"Don't worry k i will call."

Armaan give Khai a hug and a kiss on the forehead and he went off.

K:"Oh, send my regards to my aunt if you meet her."

A:"Will do."

Armaan walks off to the customs and gets to the plane hurriedly.
Its the final call he don't want to miss his flight.
Khai waves at Armaan as he goes off.
Not soon enough Khai got a call from Dee.

K:"Wazzap Dee."
D:"Erm izzit possible if my whole family comes along to Perth.I mean now its the school holidays, it would be great i bring the boys along and Nizam also is fre for now he will be working back next week."
K:"I was just about to tell you that you can bring your whole family. Well Meera is the one who planned to get your whole family to come to Perth."
D:"Wohoo thats wonderful."
K:"Ok Dee so its confirmed.I will meet you on wednesday at the airport with your family."
D:"Ok then.See ya on Wednesday."

Khai makes his way back home.

Meera's mom walked pased her daughter's room and noticed that she is not feeling well.

MM:"Meera,is everything ok?"
M:"Oh mum, i just dunno."
M:"My weding is like in 6 days, im scared and nervous..."
MM:"you scared and nervous that you not gonna be single again?"
M:"Something like that and there's been something that troubling me, this person."
MM:"Who you talking about Meera?"

Meera wanted to tell her mum about the silent lover but she doesnt want her mum to get all worried. She wants her parents to be happy on her wedding day.

M:"Oh nothing.I gotta go wash up now.Been a tiring day at work."
MM:""Dont sleep late ok."
M:"Dont worry mum."

Her mum hug her and leave the room.

Meera's handhpone vibrates teeling her that she got a message.
Meera thought it could be Akki on work or something.
She check it out but its not Akki,its just a random number.
She check the message and it reads."6 days left to your big day.6 days left for the truth to be heard."

Meera was stunned.
She knew it was that silent lover.
She keep getting the mesages in random numbers.
She was thinking if this guy got alot of numbers.
She delete the message and throw her phone on her bed.

M:"Thats it im so gonna take a long hot bath and listen to my hindi songs."
M:"God i so need to relax."

to be continued....