ep 325

Gilmore Girls

im now hook to them

the girls sure know how to make me laugh

been watchin them since season 1

and now am at season 5

hoping to get season 6 and 7 if i have the money

ep 324

lost

its been so busy for me

i only get to meet you twice

and that was like a month ago

ever since recess week

we never get to meet

you been busy with your stuff

and i been busy with mine

but i think of you day by day

i do have a feelin that you do too

but there is this gut feeling that you stop doing it

you willing to go with your godbro instead of me

i guess he is the higher priority

that i can understand

oh well i been through this experience before

if you forgotten about me

well i have no hard feelings

i do feel bad for myself

for being too busy and had no time for you

i felt guilty every single day

ever since i remember you say you always wanted someone to make you happy

i lost to your godbro

he can make you more happier than me

im just a mere passer-by that makes you smile and think of for a small period of time i guess

as for now i felt that you only see me as a friend and nothing more

thus i have to let those unconditional feelings go

time to move

ep 323

things happen

i miss my friends

yes i really do

the only fiends i have right now are my school friends

michelle and benjamin

they are the closest to me

got to know them through a class in which we end in the same group for the class

to my clubbing friends

i felt sorry for doing this

but i was so damn pissed off of a certain someone

i dont want to name him

he really cause me to do some drastic measures

for three times he make me lose my patience

and thus showing off my ugly side

as my ugly side shows

i decided to cut off my current line, delete my fb account, delete my msn account

so that my friends will not be able to contact me anymore

i dont know why i was doing this

it was like a spur moment that i wanna MIA from them

i just gotta do it

one thing was to take off my mind of that certain friend

another thing was that i got all the time to myself

and thought maybe its time for some me quality time

and also more focus time on my studies

i will come back one day and meet u guys again

but i dont know when that time will be

i just cant decide right now

i have dreams of them

goes to show i miss my friends

but i just gotta do this

or it will lead me astray from my studies

time will tell

ep 322

tooo long

god its been so long i havent update my blog

sorry have i been busy with uni life

damn its so hectic just being a freshie

well other than that alot of stuff has been happening around me

well will do it one per entry ya

ep 321

Should I or Shouldn't I

ok since i have just coureld my hair back to black
for the sake of my mom
since she feels so scared that our relatives might talk when we jalan raya

i was thinking of maybe dyeing my hair back after raya
but im still thinking about it lolz

mayber not another golden monkey
maybe red or brown
something not so obvious that people think i am a mat rep
oh please dont lemme be one

ep 320

PAIN PAIN PAIN

i hate the pain on my left shoulder when im doing my work
urgh i need my yoko yoko badly

ep 319

lunchtime people

Its lunch time now
all my colleagues is out for lunch
but since im fasting i decided to stay
and since i got the time y not blog ya

its been a while i havent blog
alot of things has happen during fasting month
well not that lot
one thing is i finally got a part time job doin web designing
but its only temporary coz im gonna school next week

yup here comes uniboy hehex
well school suppose to start this week
but checked with the letter that year1 classes start on 6 sept so thats next week ya
so this week mostly orientation for me

i was kinda confuse whether or not to go work this week or prepare for school this week
first thing came in my mind was to take a break and get ready for school
but last week i was taken by what my boss said to me that i decided to come work for this week
well what my boss said was that the producers in the company was really happy with my job
that really made me proud at one time
wanna shout for happiness sia in
but i was in the offcie so control control lolz

so this week ive plan what im gonna do
tueday im gonna get my matric card and settle my english test
wednesday go for my orientation which is a must for me although not compulsory
and back to work on thurs n friday
such a busy week for me lolz
dont know if be clubbing this weekend

2 weeks left to raya
and i still not ready for it
havent clean up the house
get ready the baju kurung i wanan wear
ya i still havetn decide what baju kurung to wear
though im not gonna buy a new one
my family is now budgeting at the moment trying to save money
same goes for me
oh well gotta see how it goes

ciao for now im damn tired i wann rest and the aircon so good